Posted by Allen F. on March 23, 2002, at 17:59:59
In reply to Anyone had success on Effexor XR? , posted by jp on October 24, 1999, at 14:59:14
Happy??? Its been a long time since I was trully happy. I agree that AD numb emotions. Weining off of them I am feeling alot more emotion than I really want too at times, almost bailed on reducing them last Thursday because the withdrawals were really getting to me.
I remember when I used to do things I really enjoyed. Used to get excited. Used to look forward to things. I am glad I can still remember.
The sad part is that I don't think those around me remember the good things. Seems that they keep focused on the hard spots. Doesn't help me get unstuck when they do.
Normal ... that's another elusive term too.
Sorry for not being fun, but I am not feeling 100%. I am sad that I have lost a part of my life and uncertain if I will ever get it back. I am frustrated that I can't define simple terms like "happy" ... "normal" ... etc..
Allen
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