Posted by Panic AttacK on February 14, 2002, at 17:19:49
In reply to Buspar, anxiety, and mind torture, posted by adamie on February 14, 2002, at 16:38:49
I am going through exactly what you are going through. It is horrible. Every minute I am awake... i am miserable.... My anxiety attacks last allllll day and the only time i feel good is when im sleeping. So i take small pieces of REMERON at night and it really is great. It knocks you ouT!! I have tried all types of different meds and everything made me worse. Paxil made my panic attacks 100x's worse... heart racing.sweating.... shaking... like convulsions.... cant sleep...i have been in the emergency room so many times i am like a frequent there. I am miserable right now. I went out drinking last night and i feel like dying. Alcohol makes my anxiety 100x's worse the NEXT day. But i have a drinking problem and im not quitting. impossible! I love it. Anyways, I think about suicide all the time also... i picture the way i would kill myself and i even get ready sometimes to "DIE". Ill tale a shower and get dressed so i dont look miserable when they find my dead body! I just want the anxiety to go away. I am very sensitive to meds so im FU*KED! No way out... well just know your not alone... there are so many thousahds of people that feel the way we feel and people that are much worse than you and I. As hard as it is to believe... I feel that nobody has anxiety as horrible as mine... my anxiety comes for no reason... i wake up and i feel like dying. I can be watching a movie and just feel like shit and cant concentrate on anything. Anyways... take care of yourself
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