Posted by Janelle on August 11, 2001, at 18:09:52
In reply to Help ! Rocky patch ..., posted by sweetmarie on August 11, 2001, at 10:48:46
Hi there,
I've not had to go to the hospital, but I can TOTALLY relate to your facing the prospect of going back to living alone again - I had also been staying at my parents` place while I was at my worst.
I had anxiety and fear about moving "back home" and being there alone, just me and my thoughts, but I've stabilized enough to the point where I'm actually okay there! And YOU will be too! I will pray for you.
I'm also facing `the rest of my life`, as I now have to find employment again and return to finish school. It is indeed scary.
I would think that these kinds of issues could indeed be factors in your feeling more "down", and do not "push" yourself until you feel ready. My pdoc said that when I was ready, I would automatically start doing more, be able to face more things in my life, be back home, etc., and she is RIGHT!
I can understand your "loss of faith" and discouragement, as I have been there, felt that. Try to hang in there, and things WILL turn around for you.
Good luck and keep us posted.
-Janelle
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