Posted by harry b. on June 27, 2000, at 0:59:19
In reply to harry b. is sad distraught, posted by harry b. on June 25, 2000, at 22:10:39
Many heartfelt thanks to all of you for your concern.
I was desparate last night and needed to talk. You,
my friends at PB, have become my life line.
I made it thru the night & today, did not go to
work, used my favorite defense mechanism, sleep.I'm sure not over yesterday's trauma but I'm hanging
in there.I see my therapist Tues. and have my agenda planned.
It is so disconcerting to be in a quasi-normal depressed,
semi-functioning state and attempting to take a step
upward, only to lose my tenuious grasp because of
a trigger, or situation, that I can not resolve,
accept, or dismiss.When I am in this state, and it is quite often, my
thoughts are chaotic, jumbled, and sometimes frightening
when I am able to view them rationally.Hell, I don't know if I'm making any sense or not,
so I'll say thanks again and go to bed.
hb
poster:harry b.
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