Posted by Carolyn on February 26, 2000, at 6:41:35
In reply to Re: Vesper, posted by finally sane on February 26, 2000, at 3:07:25
> Vesper...
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> Get a life besides this board and seek some help. quit this damn cutting, because if you meant it you would have done it. Find something bigger than yourself and get the fuc* on with your life and quit worrying bout other ppl and deal with your own problems for once. the only reason you take ppl in is so you wont have to take care of your self... Guess what? you are all you really have... Know what? It really isnt as bad as it sounds. You can do it with out all of us and our pity and you will be so much more proud of your self. Just do it!Boy, that is real helpful. I once was a cutter myself. I was not trying to die, I was trying to relieve my psychological pain by substituting physical pain. I was also trying to seek help, but having trouble verbalizing it. I have learned not to do that anymore. We are all at different stages in our journeys. Sometimes we do indulge in some self-pity. It's not the best idea, but we're only human. I congratulate you on solving all your own problems. The rest of us are still engaged in the struggle. Hopefully when we reach your mountaintop we will be kind enough not to throw stones down at those still making the climb.
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