Posted by Racer on August 6, 2003, at 1:50:33
In reply to Racer, I hope you will check in with someone plz., posted by Phil on August 1, 2003, at 8:53:30
Still the same, I guess. At this point, I might even go to the hospital if I had insurance and a chance to get help, rather than warehoused until they noticed me. The counselor my husband and I are seeing wanted to send me there today, but even she admitted that the best they can do probably wouldn't help with the system they have.
I'm just born wrong, so there's not a lot of hope to make it better. At this point, if I were ever going to succeed at anything, I'd have done it by now. I'm so sick of this pain, and having nothing good in my life. Hell, even my husband doesn't want to touch me. What a pathetic, desperate hag I turned out to be.
So, that's the story here.