Posted by Racer on October 14, 1999, at 17:45:58
In reply to Re: Epilepsy or what??? Any ideas?, posted by macha on October 14, 1999, at 17:20:43
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> > If it helps you feel a little less alone, I see colors and lights at orgasm. I've been told it's a case of random synaptic activity in the brain with the release of tension. I can't see any mechanism like that in your case, but at least we share the effect.
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> (snickering) That's pretty entertaining, Racer. Lights and colors don't always have to be bothersome, now do they?
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Hey, I'm just glad I could make you snicker. Guess I won't have to tell you about the time when, at the moment of orgasm, every cell in my body suddenly screamed out the number 32! That one even made me laugh. Not even 42, the answer to the universe...One thing I notice about a lot of doctors is that they get so frazzled that they lose sight of the whole patient. All of these disorders are linked to a dozen other factors. Sure, I suffer from depression. Sure, I'm under a lot of stress. Don't tell me just to relax, that it's all in my head, that I need to take more time off for myself. There are trade offs one has to make. The time off I take for myself translates into money I don't earn, bills I can't pay, and creditors putting even more stress on me. On the other hand, the more time I put in at work, the more stress builds up, the less productive I get, and the more depressed and stressed I get. So, what's the answer? Is it a different drug? A different financial situation? A different personality?
It's a case of having to balance drugs with new methods of coping with the stress. That's the ideal, and that's what I'm working towards. It sounds as though the first thing for you to do is to find a doctor who will check out your lights, and who will send that little girl in the red hat on her way.
Good luck, and do keep us informed.
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