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Posted by snapper on June 19, 2007, at 23:20:57
Hey guys, gals. I am sick of fighting this crap. The beast has destroyed nearly everything . This may be a spotty ..on and off again thread.just need some general support. Thanks
snapper
Posted by gardenergirl on June 20, 2007, at 0:38:56
In reply to sick of the fight, posted by snapper on June 19, 2007, at 23:20:57
Hi snapper.
I don't have anything else tonight but warm thoughts for you and a hug if acceptable. But here you go.((((snapper)))))
take care
gg
Posted by snapper on June 20, 2007, at 3:00:25
In reply to Re: sick of the fight » snapper, posted by gardenergirl on June 20, 2007, at 0:38:56
Thanks gg. I am going through some lonely and self destructive times and things right now.
snapper
Posted by snapper on June 20, 2007, at 4:25:19
In reply to sick of the fight, posted by snapper on June 19, 2007, at 23:20:57
Hey you guys ... I wish I did not ruminate soooooooooo much. I feel like such a loser. I think I have been suffering this sh#t for a longer time than I realized. I do not feel loved and accepted. I went through my yearbook (stupidly) and read the good things people said about me and for me and I can not even beleive it was ever even me. I am so sad and lonely ....... I feel like a bottom dwelling loser...yet I think it is the beast lying to me. I am not suicidal but I certainly did not ever think I would entertain it as a way out. I know my drinking does not help but for A period it helps numb my pain...in which there seems to be no end in sight or cure for. Why was I born and dealt this lot. I can NOT even realize the way this illness has altered who I am or was. It lies and steals and destroys. Da*mn it I am just very lonely and regardless of meds and VNS and other things, I just feel like a worthless piece of sh*t. I wish I could sleep for a year and wake up with a different outlook!
snapper
Posted by Phillipa on June 20, 2007, at 12:15:27
In reply to Re: sick of the fight, posted by snapper on June 20, 2007, at 4:25:19
Snapper believe it or not I won't even look at my pictures of my kids or me smiling on vacations or the ones they took of me at work when I was happy. I think who was that person? And I will gladly sleep for a year with you as friends if I thought we would wake up and feel our old selves again. So do you have a thought or answer to how to get out of the hole? Love Phillipa
Posted by fayeroe on June 20, 2007, at 13:30:52
In reply to Re: sick of the fight, posted by snapper on June 20, 2007, at 4:25:19
snapper, i'm sorry times are so hard for you now. i'll keep you in my thoughts and heart. xoxoxo
Posted by Sigismund on June 20, 2007, at 19:10:15
In reply to Re: sick of the fight, posted by snapper on June 20, 2007, at 4:25:19
>I feel like a bottom dwelling loser..
and then you say, yet that is the beast lying to me.But we do live in a world where people routinely refer to each other as trailor trash, and losers and all the other ugly terms that you would be quite familiar with.
(It would be nice if people did not treat each other so unkindly. And it's wrong to do so.)
But that's where that voice comes from....from all the other voices.
Posted by snapper on June 20, 2007, at 20:31:10
In reply to Re: sick of the fight » snapper, posted by Sigismund on June 20, 2007, at 19:10:15
I am not sure I am understanding your post. I do not actually hear voices. I am referring to the thoughts that come with the false belief that depression makes one feel worthless.
snapper
Posted by Sigismund on June 21, 2007, at 4:15:18
In reply to Re: sick of the fight » Sigismund, posted by snapper on June 20, 2007, at 20:31:10
I meant any mental activity, including thoughts.
I was thinking of all the free floating contempt in this world, and what a lot of effort it is to avoid it.
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