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Posted by Susan47 on April 17, 2005, at 19:46:46
Yesterday I bought myself my first soft... you know. Written. But it's Penthouse stuff, right, and it's so damn LACKING, you know, in the emotion and feeling, there's no description of touch, this stuff is way WAY too basic for me. So then I went and reserved some Anais Nin for myself from the library. I had to laugh, one copy of something of hers was "in repair" ... okay. So then on the way home I stopped and bought these two books. Has anybody read them? "Dear Superlady of Sex" and "Ordinary Women Extraordinary Sex".
Now I'm afraid to read them. Because I know I'm going to be so turned on, the same I was at 13, my god that was sexual awakening extraordinaire. And I'm seriously, now I'm SERIOUS here, I'm seriously afraid I'm going to get so turned on by what my body can do, how it can make me feel, the miracle of it, and having NOBODY to practice with, nobody I find attractive enough and available that I will seriously go crazy.
So I want to do this, I want to feel this way, but I'm afraid it's going to make me nuts. Help. help ...
Posted by Jai Narayan on April 17, 2005, at 19:57:12
In reply to Well, I did it., posted by Susan47 on April 17, 2005, at 19:46:46
my dear friend
relax and float down steam...
sex is not dying....
it's so lovely
Ja*
Posted by Susan47 on April 17, 2005, at 20:20:44
In reply to I met Anis Nin, posted by Jai Narayan on April 17, 2005, at 19:57:12
What do you mean you MET her? She died in '77 ... did you meet her as a young adult then, a lecture, what? Tell what you know, spill please.
Posted by Susan47 on April 17, 2005, at 20:28:40
In reply to Well, I did it., posted by Susan47 on April 17, 2005, at 19:46:46
And I also bought "You Can't Afford the Luxury of A Negative Thought" .. and that strikes me as funny, because while I'm feeling good about myself right now in this way, I'm afraid negative thinking will twist me back into the way I was before. Which is definitely not anywhere near where I want to be. I'm thinking I better get back into therapy as soon as I can afford it. Which is not, unfortunately, going to be very soon.
Posted by Jai Narayan on April 18, 2005, at 7:38:29
In reply to Re: I met Anais Nin, posted by Susan47 on April 17, 2005, at 20:20:44
I guess I'm older than you think.
I was in college in the 1960-70's
She was a speaker at school and my class attended.
Later I got to read her a story of mine.
I was touched.
I was reading her diaries.She was the stimulant that propelled my erotic
blossoming
Ja* blush blush...
Posted by Susan47 on April 18, 2005, at 8:47:55
In reply to blush, posted by Jai Narayan on April 18, 2005, at 7:38:29
What was her talk about? Do you remember? What did she look like? What was she wearing? What was her aura? Could you tell from anything about her what her secret life was like?
Posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 0:55:23
In reply to Re: blush, posted by Susan47 on April 18, 2005, at 8:47:55
I just found this.
YOU should write Susan.
Really.
You could make a fortune.
Move over Harry Potter
Susan has started writing erotica.
Really.
Posted by Susan47 on April 25, 2005, at 12:44:26
In reply to Re: blush » Susan47, posted by alexandra_k on April 25, 2005, at 0:55:23
I wish. I think you have to feel sexy to write erotica. But maybe. I have Venus now. But more important things are at the surface right now, it's your turn to be erotic. I have to work on my relationship with my children and my ex-. I have a lot of hard work ahead of me.
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