Posted by Susan47 on April 17, 2005, at 19:46:46
Yesterday I bought myself my first soft... you know. Written. But it's Penthouse stuff, right, and it's so damn LACKING, you know, in the emotion and feeling, there's no description of touch, this stuff is way WAY too basic for me. So then I went and reserved some Anais Nin for myself from the library. I had to laugh, one copy of something of hers was "in repair" ... okay. So then on the way home I stopped and bought these two books. Has anybody read them? "Dear Superlady of Sex" and "Ordinary Women Extraordinary Sex".
Now I'm afraid to read them. Because I know I'm going to be so turned on, the same I was at 13, my god that was sexual awakening extraordinaire. And I'm seriously, now I'm SERIOUS here, I'm seriously afraid I'm going to get so turned on by what my body can do, how it can make me feel, the miracle of it, and having NOBODY to practice with, nobody I find attractive enough and available that I will seriously go crazy.
So I want to do this, I want to feel this way, but I'm afraid it's going to make me nuts. Help. help ...
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