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Posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 9, 2004, at 3:31:12
Thanks to Ilene, Tootercat, Fayerfoe and Penny. It's amazing how easy it is to lose perspective sometimes. I appreciate the advice.
I also qualify for the hospitals special financial consideration. Don't know the detailsyet but my wallet says thank-ya.
As far as Neurontin/Klonopin, I'm allergic to Neurontin (that was a good $1200 debacle, let me tell ya) and my pdoc dosen't want to try the Klonopins of the world yet because of my bizarre med reactions and the potential for abuse.
The only not so good thing today is that I've been hearing things. Doors closing and footsteps. This is no cause for concern, I'm used to it. It's just darn annoying sometimes.
Today has been nice so far, especially after the roller-coaster of the last few days, weeks, months? I actually accomplished some much needed and much delayed chores. My nose, turtle and fish appreciate it. Objective thinking is nice sometimes. I was a little rough around the edges, but overall today was pretty easy, relatively speaking. I think a big part of the anxiety attack was the abrupt stop of Lamictal. Now that's all out of my system and with my Perphenazine, life is better. That's not saying much, but better is better than a few days ago and certainly better than worse. I hope this trend continues.
Posted by jay on February 9, 2004, at 4:08:43
In reply to Feeling pretty good today.... Ain't that a pip?, posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 9, 2004, at 3:31:12
Hey Jeff....right on man! I use the phrase "One little victory" to describe moments like those..and don't worry, as there will be more. So enjoy the moment(s)....heck, celebrate them! Yeah, tomorrow may turn out a bit cruddy, but the better times will come back. Just remember, even pre-medication, we still all had our good and bad days. I think we often forget that, that even the sunniest day can seem horrible depending upon our mood. Best to you my friend!
Jay
Posted by fayeroe on February 9, 2004, at 6:18:51
In reply to Re: Feeling pretty good today.... Ain't that a pip? » socialdeviantjeff, posted by jay on February 9, 2004, at 4:08:43
Glad we could be of help, sir....seriously, I'm really glad you posted and got replies. I was reading a news report last night about the people who do use ER for the sniffles, etc. You did the right thing! Happy you're feeling better! Pat
Posted by Penny on February 9, 2004, at 8:19:18
In reply to Feeling pretty good today.... Ain't that a pip?, posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 9, 2004, at 3:31:12
Posted by Karen_kay on February 9, 2004, at 8:29:55
In reply to Feeling pretty good today.... Ain't that a pip?, posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 9, 2004, at 3:31:12
Ahhh Jeff! I'm glad you're feeling pretty good today! I'm sure it has to do with my return and all :) Glad you're able to take care of your animals again. Just make sure you take good care of my Jeff, as good as you do those animals, you hear me? And lets keep the momentum going. You say it's been a rollercoaster? Well, it's all downhill from here (I always argue with my friends that downhill IS a good thing... So, I mean it in a good way). I'm glad to hear you're feeling better...
Posted by Tootercat on February 9, 2004, at 13:27:45
In reply to Feeling pretty good today.... Ain't that a pip?, posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 9, 2004, at 3:31:12
Jeff,
Happy to hear you're doing better...I kept looking for something from you after your initial post and was getting concerned. Take care of yourself and don't ever be afraid to ask for support.
Hugs,
Toots
Posted by Ilene on February 9, 2004, at 16:30:51
In reply to Feeling pretty good today.... Ain't that a pip?, posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 9, 2004, at 3:31:12
Hurray hurray! I'm glad you're feeling better. (Even a lttle jealous--isn't that sick?) I've been thinking about you quite a bit. (And snails and cuttlefish.)
I'm not surprised about the Neurontin. It doesn't do it for me (except for sleep), and our buddy Ace didn't get a lot out of it either.
Klonopin, on the other hand, is one of the few drugs that works for me. Not incredibly well, but I get something out of it. I was worried about it, too, because of the abuse potential and tolerance potential. Neither of these have occurred, perhaps because up until this week I wasn't taking it every day. I have to remind myself I *really do need it*. I was also feeling the stigma of taking a Mother's Little Helper--after a dozen other psychotropics, that's what got to me.
I think you're pretty cool, and more together than you give yourself credit for.
I.
Posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 11, 2004, at 1:59:42
In reply to Re: Feeling pretty good today.... Ain't that a pip » socialdeviantjeff, posted by Ilene on February 9, 2004, at 16:30:51
Today was a bit of a regression, but still fighting. These super duper ultra rapid cycles have gotta stop, m'kay? Thanks.
So, how are you all doing? It's not always about me, you know.... ;)
Posted by gardenergirl on February 11, 2004, at 6:47:41
In reply to Re: Feeling pretty good today. How's everyone else, posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 11, 2004, at 1:59:42
Jeff,
Still about you for the moment. I'm so glad you are doing better. Your posts often make me laugh or otherwise move me. Take care of yourself.I'm doing okay except for major procrastination.
gg
Posted by Ilene on February 11, 2004, at 7:22:37
In reply to Re: Feeling pretty good today. How's everyone else, posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 11, 2004, at 1:59:42
> Today was a bit of a regression, but still fighting. These super duper ultra rapid cycles have gotta stop, m'kay? Thanks.
>
> So, how are you all doing? It's not always about me, you know.... ;)I'm glad you're feeling better!
Any new drugs on the horizon? Won't that be fun!!! Aren't psychotropics the greatest thing since stepping on a rusty nail?
I didn't take any Klonopin this morning. I took a little Neurontin instead, even though it don't do squat for me. I've been sleeping through the night for the last few nights, and the intense dreams I got from discontinuing desipramine have faded. By rights I should be able to start Marplan tomorrow, but my pdoc says I have to wait until Friday. (Who's the nut here?) It'll be a 1/2 dose, at that.
Note to self--ask pdoc about taking Gabatril during the day, since it keeps me awake at night....
My mood travels between suicidal despair and sluggish depression. I got out of the house yesterday. I will do so again today. I will take a shower, do my hair, put on lipstick, I will stop picking at my face. I promise.
I'm trying to get the house picked up enough so I won't feel guilty about starting my hobby of sewing again. Somewhere I have a pattern for a straitjacket. I have lots and lots of fabric (I feel guilty about that, too.)
Maybe if I tell you about all the things I feel guilty about I won't feel that way anymore.
I miss my daughter, even if she is a teenage pain in the butt.
My son's cat is on my lap. Inside his fuzzy gray exterior beats the heart of a thug. He's soft, warm, and purring, and sinks his teeth into me when the mood strikes him. He also intimidates the other cat to the point where she won't use the litter box. He is the last stray I ever take in.
Hoping we all function today.
I.
Posted by noa on February 11, 2004, at 13:43:32
In reply to Re: Feeling pretty good today.... Ain't that a pip? » socialdeviantjeff, posted by jay on February 9, 2004, at 4:08:43
Posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 12, 2004, at 21:45:35
In reply to Re: Feeling pretty good today. How's everyone else, posted by gardenergirl on February 11, 2004, at 6:47:41
(blushing) Thanks. Glad to hear your doing allright.
Posted by socialdeviantjeff on February 12, 2004, at 21:51:54
In reply to Re: Feeling pretty good today. How's everyone else » socialdeviantjeff, posted by Ilene on February 11, 2004, at 7:22:37
> > Today was a bit of a regression, but still fighting. These super duper ultra rapid cycles have gotta stop, m'kay? Thanks.
> >
> > So, how are you all doing? It's not always about me, you know.... ;)
>
> I'm glad you're feeling better!
>
> Any new drugs on the horizon? Won't that be fun!!! Aren't psychotropics the greatest thing since stepping on a rusty nail?
>IMHO, they are, but not quite as good as a swim in toxic waste.
> I didn't take any Klonopin this morning. I took a little Neurontin instead, even though it don't do squat for me. I've been sleeping through the night for the last few nights, and the intense dreams I got from discontinuing desipramine have faded. By rights I should be able to start Marplan tomorrow, but my pdoc says I have to wait until Friday. (Who's the nut here?) It'll be a 1/2 dose, at that.
>
> Note to self--ask pdoc about taking Gabatril during the day, since it keeps me awake at night....
>Good luck on the Marlplan. I don't think I'm too far behing you on that one. desimpramine and amityiptaline made me psychotic. Fun.
> My mood travels between suicidal despair and sluggish depression. I got out of the house yesterday. I will do so again today. I will take a shower, do my hair, put on lipstick, I will stop picking at my face. I promise.
>
> I'm trying to get the house picked up enough so I won't feel guilty about starting my hobby of sewing again. Somewhere I have a pattern for a straitjacket. I have lots and lots of fabric (I feel guilty about that, too.)
>
> Maybe if I tell you about all the things I feel guilty about I won't feel that way anymore.
>Hope it worked...
> I miss my daughter, even if she is a teenage pain in the butt.
>
> My son's cat is on my lap. Inside his fuzzy gray exterior beats the heart of a thug. He's soft, warm, and purring, and sinks his teeth into me when the mood strikes him. He also intimidates the other cat to the point where she won't use the litter box. He is the last stray I ever take in.
>
Cats are funny that way. I love them, but you never actually own the cat. They own you.> Hoping we all function today.
>
> I.
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