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Posted by Angel Girl on July 2, 2002, at 0:24:11
My heart is heavy and once again I find myself back in the black hole. I seem to have a reserved room here because it's always available and waiting for me.Angel Girl
Posted by homewood on July 2, 2002, at 7:05:47
In reply to I'm residing in the black hole once again, posted by Angel Girl on July 2, 2002, at 0:24:11
Don't worry...you're among friends!!
Posted by shar on July 2, 2002, at 11:02:13
In reply to I'm residing in the black hole once again, posted by Angel Girl on July 2, 2002, at 0:24:11
AG,
You have my sympathy and support. What is your version of the balck hole like? Paralysis, crying, sleeping, crushing pressure?Shar
Posted by Phil on July 2, 2002, at 12:47:50
In reply to I'm residing in the black hole once again, posted by Angel Girl on July 2, 2002, at 0:24:11
Posted by Angel Girl on July 2, 2002, at 14:46:36
In reply to Me too, AG. I'm in 4B. (nm) » Angel Girl, posted by Phil on July 2, 2002, at 12:47:50
Posted by Angel Girl on July 2, 2002, at 15:04:40
In reply to Re: I'm residing in the black hole once again, posted by shar on July 2, 2002, at 11:02:13
> AG,
> You have my sympathy and support. What is your version of the balck hole like? Paralysis, crying, sleeping, crushing pressure?
>
> Shar
SharThe black hole to me is the last step before suicide. The pain in my breaking heart is unbearable and I have no sense of hope that life will ever get any better. It's the feeling that I will never find the love that I've been searching for my entire life and always eludes me. It is the never-ending pain. There is no sleep because that would bring some relief. It is uncontrollable crying and not wanting to endure any more of what my life entails. It's the extreme bottom. It's the point where I can't take any more hurt and the aloneness I feel is deafening. It's the hell below hell. It's a place I know well and have visited several times. It's the point of no return but somehow I've always found a way out. Sometimes it takes days, several long days that seem to last an eternity but sometimes my stay is somehow very short, this happens so rarely. Someday I may never emerge again.
Angel Girl
Posted by Vanessa on July 3, 2002, at 19:48:07
In reply to I'm residing in the black hole once again, posted by Angel Girl on July 2, 2002, at 0:24:11
I am so sorry to hear you're suffering so much. I've been in that hole many times, and know how hellish it can be. As you said..."the hell below hell." It's indescribable to one who's never been there. There is a 7/1 post over at "psycho-psycho babble" that you might find helpful. The post is entitled "any effective methods for averting suicide?"
Posted by Angel Girl on July 3, 2002, at 21:20:23
In reply to Re: I'm residing in the black hole once again, posted by Vanessa on July 3, 2002, at 19:48:07
Posted by JohnDoenut on July 8, 2002, at 0:44:35
In reply to I'm residing in the black hole once again, posted by Angel Girl on July 2, 2002, at 0:24:11
>back in the black hole. I seem to have a reserved room here because it's always available and waiting for me.
>I've been there before myself but not lately. Hmmm, I love what you've done with the place! ;-)
Ok that was just a joke to maybe make you laugh.
But I know its not a joke cause as I said I've been there before myself. I hope youre feeling better since posting this.JohnD
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