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Posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 9:58:32
i think i need to be locked up.
if i go to the hospital again...i will be.
i wish to god my little girl didn't need me. i feel so far away from her.
i don't feel like i'm even 1/2 a mom right now.i wish they'd lock me up and throw away the key...they need to.
i'm feeling heavy. and worthless. and tired. tired of myself, of these crappy dx, which each new T and each new pdoc feel the need to try out on me. each one hoping they've found the solution.
the solution to an enigma.
i think i was just born defective.i should never have gotten married. i should have just moved away to the middle of nowhere, in some shack, faded out my existence and died alone.
Posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 10:03:27
In reply to they will lock me up., posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 9:58:32
Oh, B2!
I know you and you are not a bad mom. Believe me I know! You are in therapy because you are trying and that is a lot comparied to some parents out there! I know you don't want to call your T again, but I think it would be good to do just that.
Posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 10:04:18
In reply to they will lock me up., posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 9:58:32
at least until your T calls you. would that help?
Posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 10:14:58
In reply to I can keep you company in chat this morning, posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 10:04:18
yes.
but i need to pop into another lab upstairs. then i'll be back. probably in an hour or so.
ill post when i get back....
but i just cant call T again. every force is resisting. i can't, i can't.
Posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 10:15:25
In reply to I can keep you company in chat this morning, posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 10:04:18
Posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 11:09:50
In reply to I am still there , B2, sorry I missed you (nm), posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 10:15:25
Posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 11:11:12
In reply to I am still there , B2, sorry I missed you (nm), posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 10:15:25
crap hit wrong button.
i'll be there for a bit. not good company but i'd like to hear from you.
:(
b2
Posted by muffled on October 10, 2007, at 13:54:57
In reply to Re: I am still there , B2, sorry I missed you, posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 11:11:12
> crap hit wrong button.
> i'll be there for a bit. not good company but i'd like to hear from you.
> :(
> b2OH MAN B2 !!! You WAYYYY good company!!! We had way too much fun!!!!ROFL!!!
Thanks for the fun!
You too HF!
:-o !!!!
:-)
M
Posted by ClearSkies on October 10, 2007, at 14:04:52
In reply to they will lock me up., posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 9:58:32
Any calls that you've made? Anything going on you want to talk about?
I'm here.
ClearSkies
Posted by emily99 on October 10, 2007, at 16:15:39
In reply to they will lock me up., posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 9:58:32
B2, I felt as you do SO many times when when my kids were little. You're a lot stronger than you think, and kids do pick up on things. I'll never forget when my oldest, and only two years old at the time, patted me on the knee and said, "You'll be alright ma ma, you be alright." And you WILL be alright, B2.
Prayers going your way,
Emily
Posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 16:25:55
In reply to Re: I am still there , B2, sorry I missed you » B2chica, posted by muffled on October 10, 2007, at 13:54:57
It was quite the bonding moment I will never forgot!
HOpe you okay tonight, I wish you had a pc to talk at night, so hopefully you will see this in the morning.
You and Muffy just crack me up! Made my day!
Well I am off to play a solo at a recital before my rehearsal tonight! Yikes!
Posted by rskontos on October 10, 2007, at 17:54:28
In reply to B2moomoo and Muffmoomoo, posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 16:25:55
B2c, I am feeling badly that you going through such a rough time. I wanted to join the chat but couldn't. Sounds like you guys had a great time. If I could find a way to smooth out the rough patch you know I would. I have had little ones too. Mine are 19, and 14 so it isn't as hard although it is a different set of issues, it is I will say hard to be a mom and try to put yourself back together. I feel like Humpty Dumpty a little.
Do whatever you need to get well. You are with it and so is your precious daugther, right you do have a daughter. It is great your DH was there for you. Please take care.
rk
Posted by RealMe on October 10, 2007, at 23:05:02
In reply to they will lock me up., posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 9:58:32
Is this really you talking??? No, not the B2chica I know who just posted me earlier today. Hum; why not tell the kid and teen you need a nice rest; or maybe it is the old lady. After all, if she is old, she needs for the teen and kid to help her out for a bit; right. Maybe teen would be willing to help with your child too.???
RealMe
Posted by B2chica on October 11, 2007, at 8:20:25
In reply to B2moomoo and Muffmoomoo, posted by happyflower on October 10, 2007, at 16:25:55
OMG HF....you too funny to.
that was the best chat ever. you guys were the fix i needed. i didn't need someone saying "it be ok, calm down" .... i needed someone right in there throwing things too!!
you guys Rocked!
hehe mooooooooo....(or maybe meowww??)LOL
b2c.
Posted by happyflower on October 11, 2007, at 13:39:03
In reply to Re: B2moomoo and Muffmoomoo » happyflower, posted by B2chica on October 11, 2007, at 8:20:25
Okay then B2meowwwwwwwmoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am writing between classes, but I wanted to say Hi! Also what are we throwing today? I think watermelons and raw eggs sound good. lol I think this is helping me too!
Take care!
:-)
Posted by B2chica on October 12, 2007, at 12:41:58
In reply to Re: B2moomoo and Muffmoomoo » B2chica, posted by happyflower on October 11, 2007, at 13:39:03
ok HF, so im feeling like crap today...and now im feeling like crap and laughing...thats some improvement right?
you do make me smile.
TY 4 that.
b2c
> Okay then B2meowwwwwwwmoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>
> I am writing between classes, but I wanted to say Hi! Also what are we throwing today? I think watermelons and raw eggs sound good. lol I think this is helping me too!
>
> Take care!
>
> :-)
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