Posted by B2chica on October 10, 2007, at 9:58:32
i think i need to be locked up.
if i go to the hospital again...i will be.
i wish to god my little girl didn't need me. i feel so far away from her.
i don't feel like i'm even 1/2 a mom right now.i wish they'd lock me up and throw away the key...they need to.
i'm feeling heavy. and worthless. and tired. tired of myself, of these crappy dx, which each new T and each new pdoc feel the need to try out on me. each one hoping they've found the solution.
the solution to an enigma.
i think i was just born defective.i should never have gotten married. i should have just moved away to the middle of nowhere, in some shack, faded out my existence and died alone.
poster:B2chica
thread:788239
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