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Posted by muffled on June 23, 2006, at 0:20:47
Mebbe its the seroquel. Anybody had that prob?
I don't wanto tell T.
But think of the number 11.
Yeah, nasty.
Lied to ER, said I was fixing something and knife slipped.
And the cool thing I found out is that the ER does NOT send copies of reports to GP!!!!!!
She been spazzing bout me and phoning mental health behind my back which I told her I didn't appreciate. And I said if you got something to say phone my t, NOT MH.
So then next day she phones my T. Never said squat to me bout it. My T told me and what GP said and stuff. Yeah, I reckon I got a good T. She's cool.
But I don't wanto tell her bout the latest cuz it was bad and I dunno what might happen. Mebbe she really WILL get fed up this time.....
I lost, dunno what to do.
Least I got it properly taken care of, and so it won't look so bad. And he did a nice job.
Lost.
I just lost.
Can someone send me a map?????????????
Muffled
Sorry I such a downer. Its just nice to be able to tell someone the truth. I get so tired of lies. :-(
Thanks
Posted by canadagirl on June 23, 2006, at 7:28:53
In reply to **Trigger**si* I f*cked up, posted by muffled on June 23, 2006, at 0:20:47
Even talking about this or writing about it is a huge step. Keep reaching out for help and support. I am sorry to hear of your struggles. As for the map....it would be nice if our journey here came with one, wouldn't it. If it were that easy to overcome all of our problems, we'd have done it already. Be gentle on yourself.
Posted by ElaineM on June 23, 2006, at 9:04:15
In reply to **Trigger**si* I f*cked up, posted by muffled on June 23, 2006, at 0:20:47
I'm on my way to a session but I had to say before I go that I feel for you so much Muffled. And I think it's brave to even go to the ER. You were making sure that you're safe now even though you feel you "messed up". It is always best to have a doctor take care of the worst ones. I never started the seroquel myself but I think that you should mention it to your T right away. Especially if this was a really bad episode. Which it sounds like it was. I'm really concerned for you. Your T sounds like she's pretty understanding.
I don't know what else to say except that you're not alone with a problem like this. And from the little I know of everyone here, it sounds like others share your truth. Please take care of yourself, and tell someone if you feel like it could happen again. I'll be thinking of you today.
((((((Muffled))))))
Elaine
Posted by TherapyGirl on June 23, 2006, at 9:20:46
In reply to **Trigger**si* I f*cked up, posted by muffled on June 23, 2006, at 0:20:47
(((((((((((((((Muffled)))))))))))))))
Sorry you're having such a bad week. Camp Comfort???
Posted by Poet on June 23, 2006, at 9:45:46
In reply to **Trigger**si* I f*cked up, posted by muffled on June 23, 2006, at 0:20:47
Hi Muffled,
Sorry you're feeling so bad.
I take a low dose of seroquel to sleep, so I can't say if it can trigger someone to SI.
Your T does sound like a good one. I don't think she'll get fed up with you if she finds out about the ER visit.
Try to get some rest. You've had a rough day.
Poet
Posted by fairywings on June 23, 2006, at 14:38:41
In reply to Re: **Trigger**si* I f*cked up » muffled, posted by Poet on June 23, 2006, at 9:45:46
Your T sounds good, someone who will listen and understand, no judgements, just concern. I think your gp cares, but don't think she should call anyone behind your back .... even your T, or at least she could discuss it with you first. I'd be upset about that too.
Glad you went to the ER and got taken care of.
fw
Posted by B2chica on June 23, 2006, at 14:51:16
In reply to **Trigger**si* I f*cked up, posted by muffled on June 23, 2006, at 0:20:47
don't know if its seroquel or not but it's worth a shout to your pdoc about it. if it's your GP then maybe you want to just mention to your T about it and see what she thinks??
but oooh i'm SO proud of you for going to ER about it. this is really good. i'm very proud of you for taking care of yourself (((((muffled))))). i'm really glad you got nice treatment at the ER.
you not so lost, you found us! and you not a downer. you are hurting. i understand the lies muffled...i understand.
hugs and good vibes to you (((((((((((((dear one))))))))))))))))
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>b2c
Posted by llrrrpp on June 23, 2006, at 19:06:12
In reply to Re: **Trigger**si* I f*cked up » muffled, posted by B2chica on June 23, 2006, at 14:51:16
Oh, dearest Muffly,
I'm sorry you're hurting. But you got it fixed by a doctor, and hopefully it will heal fast. I hope you're feeling a little better now? will you keep in touch? I don't know much about meds, but I SI for the first time about 6 weeks ago, maybe 2 weeks after I started AD and 25 mg seroquel. Can you talk to your pdoc/T about this latest round? I want you to feel better soon. ((((Muffled))))please take care of you, and the grumpy you, and the angry you, and the cute little one too. I like all of you, even the ones I misnamed or forgot to mention :)
your friend,
-ll
Posted by muffled on June 23, 2006, at 19:31:23
In reply to ((((muffly))))... SI *trigger*, posted by llrrrpp on June 23, 2006, at 19:06:12
I'm mostly ok.
Still fighting a battle.
Trying to CBT my way thru.
Throw in a little DBT.
Its hard though.
Muffled
Your posts mean ALOT to me.
I don't feel alone.
Thats huge to me.
Thank-you so much.
Posted by llrrrpp on June 23, 2006, at 19:38:56
In reply to Thanks so much guys, posted by muffled on June 23, 2006, at 19:31:23
Here muffly,
some mental focus to get your inner Jedi working for you:ZZZZZZAAAAPPPPPzing!
can you feel the force? Hope it helps your CBT.
yours,
-ll
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