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Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 20, 2010, at 0:58:50
Sometimes I think what's the use of writing something that's not going to get me anywhere.
I have to wait till my doctor's visit, I just have no "drive" or "motivation" my mind is just "flouting" around and moving from one thought to the next feeling just no energy. I walk around and just stare into space. Smoke too many ciggarette's because I'm bored, and I would think nicotine would at least give some stimulation, it's really nasty because I hate to think of what my inside looks like. Maybe I should start on the gum....but i'm too poor for that.
Will someone just be my friend, it's hard to keep relationship's because it requires normal conversation....i'm not good at making friends
There are day's just lay in nothingness, and see life so simple. I want to function. It's like this, I go and work out, and stay on the treadmill for a while, I usally don't do it when I feel in the "pitts" like a metaphore for it would be trying to move in a lake of thick oil, with the weight pulling you down, and it's much diffculty to move. That's how my mind is sometimes, it thinks it can't go...yet it can, after practice and practice but it's hard because of this "thick oil" that makes life slow.this video show's what I mean:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1Ij3rV_ZS4
That's all...I do not know what else to putYou have a great day, because know that everyday can be an oppurtinity for something to happen.
Posted by willey on January 20, 2010, at 3:34:57
In reply to I feel so terrible right now, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 20, 2010, at 0:58:50
Bro dont feel bad,sometimes the only close friends have to be themselves in a similiar boat.
My family,brother,no one but u people here and my girl know why my feelings lack logic and its due to an illness.
Well ive watched u every step of your way,and if u lived near me i might have to take a maoi night off and go out for a beer with ya,hang in there.
Posted by West on January 20, 2010, at 8:50:31
In reply to I feel so terrible right now, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 20, 2010, at 0:58:50
You're cool with me pal.
It'll be spring soon and we'll have leaves on the trees, life and colour creeping back into the land...
Posted by Phillipa on January 20, 2010, at 9:02:06
In reply to Re: I feel so terrible right now, posted by West on January 20, 2010, at 8:50:31
I have no friends either feel everyone hates me and only place to come is here and sometimes facebook where everyone seems to feel normal and joke and laugh and have fun I pretend. We've been online buddies for a long time still Mom 2 Love Phillipa
Posted by floatingbridge on January 20, 2010, at 10:59:19
In reply to I feel so terrible right now, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 20, 2010, at 0:58:50
rj,
I hear you about the weight. I'm sorry you feel it. It can be pretty dreadful some days. Do you think you might try for a gym visit today? I might try for a walk....
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Posted by janejane on January 21, 2010, at 7:57:45
In reply to I feel so terrible right now, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 20, 2010, at 0:58:50
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 21, 2010, at 20:13:51
In reply to Re: I feel so terrible right now, posted by willey on January 20, 2010, at 3:34:57
thanks...
I like liqour over beer, it's quicker and more potent, but sometimes it feels alot better in times of trouble in life. Still alcohol causes depression or it causes depression to get worse if it's idle, it slows down the nuero's feels like a "stone" is flowing through my body. Other people it works "warm" feelings of joy for them, so hope it does that for you. My fav. beer is Smirnof Ice...or shiner broc [sorry their misspelled]
thanks
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 21, 2010, at 20:18:20
In reply to Re: I feel so terrible right now, posted by West on January 20, 2010, at 8:50:31
Yea.. for somereason, spring seems like the "blooming" period in people's lives then fall comes when things fade, and then winter comes and things die. Metaphore for life, we see life in our youth then as seasons go by they just slow down, but that's up to a choice. If you look at Madonna..she is 51 and just won't stop, I just looked at one of her last tour's "sweet and sticky tour" was the largest she has ever done. I like madonna, I just talk about her too much.
Anyway's yes...let's be ready for 2010, it's still another year for something to happen because every day there can be a opporitity.
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 21, 2010, at 20:24:37
In reply to Re: I feel so terrible right now, posted by Phillipa on January 20, 2010, at 9:02:06
I don't want to say flattering words that mean nothing, but you have been a support system in some kind of way or another so, just know that your kindness has gotten me through something's. I want to get babble into a improvement program, or like social workers online, the elite "babble" community.
We've known each other online for 6 years now..I rerember 04 was when i got on here and really just startin posting stupid stuff, I don't want to look back on it, but you learn from pain and mistakes.
Thanks alot!
M
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 21, 2010, at 20:27:31
In reply to Re: I feel so terrible right now » rjlockhart04-08, posted by floatingbridge on January 20, 2010, at 10:59:19
I went for a walk today, I usally go to the gym and run on the treadmill, but I usally get into a bad mood because I just tend to think about bad things alot, even while a jog then I just stop and say "whew, what's the use?"
Need to make it a routine. Right now, it's hard to stay on routines.
Time will come for the better...
M
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 21, 2010, at 20:28:25
In reply to (((RJ))) (nm) » rjlockhart04-08, posted by janejane on January 21, 2010, at 7:57:45
thanks jane, hugs to you too.
M
Posted by floatingbridge on January 22, 2010, at 1:01:41
In reply to Re: (((RJ))), posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 21, 2010, at 20:28:25
rj, I find walks to be the best-- in nature. Somehow more balancing than a gym. My mind sometimes can unwind some knots. I used to love slow runs, too. Ah, back injuries rule that out.
You sound a bit better today. Glad you were able to get out.
peace,
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Posted by Phillipa on January 22, 2010, at 19:15:17
In reply to (((RJ))) » rjlockhart04-08, posted by floatingbridge on January 22, 2010, at 1:01:41
Definitely also believe in outdoors vs gyms. Hence bike riding. love Phillipa
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