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Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on March 29, 2009, at 2:07:17
You know, i know this is the medical board, but something serious happened..a while back.
I'm not believing what i'm seeing, reality has "fliped", i havent, but i don't feel the same. People i used to love, i'm a stranger, my parents, i rerember back in 06, you know just the love, that was there, and what ever happened, changed the "ripple" effect of how i see life.
I find journals, from the past when i was kid, but also now, i write "so indepth" and then my mom and my stepdad read them, or hide them. I didnt even rerember, and now, when i open up a folder in my room. I see things that, where manipulated documents, IRS, what is going on? And where is my social security card?
Just stuff, my mom and stepdad had, but....i saw other things, i can't tell about. I know i did, stuff in the past, but finding this.....
They never told me, any of this. And, this is serious, because there turning into "beasts". I walk in room, there is "constant" gossip that is not true, yet the 2 idiots, that said they loved me, actually stabbed me so hard, i'm losing track of memories, time. Sh*t....you know "sh*t happens"
that's my line.
You know, what happens if you woke up, and learned, alot things where lies, living in a delusion, yet i was happy.I'm going to have to get out this house, you don't know, the manipulation and control, "disabled" social, i'm afraid to leave the house. Yet then, i have pray to God, that these 2 Psychotic Nutcases, (being sarcastic) they, make up lies! talk about me, like a cult, i walk in, well are yall watching Rosemary's Baby? it's like living with people that went back to their youth, they don't see me as "****".
What has happened? people rerember me here, what was i like? 3 years ago?
Posted by Phillipa on March 29, 2009, at 12:23:41
In reply to Times change...., posted by rjlockhart04-08 on March 29, 2009, at 2:07:17
Looking for answers. Phillipa
Posted by Zana on March 29, 2009, at 14:24:51
In reply to Re: Times change.... » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Phillipa on March 29, 2009, at 12:23:41
I don't remember you from 3 years ago - I'm a relatively new memeber of this community. But I really resonate with the longing for someone who remembers what you were like when you were well and felt like yourself. Sometimes it feels so far away, like is impossible to imagine getting back to your self.
I hope you have a good therapist and a good psychoharm doc who can help you through this time. It sounds as if what you are struggling with is too much for you to handle on your own. Please reach out. Get some help managing all of this. And please keep letting us know how it is going.
Zana
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