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Posted by tepi on November 4, 2007, at 17:51:45
Well I have again Nardil..... wow this was a
tough time . I got very angry with this pharmacy
I was emailing them every day . they must be
hating me now. It is just that I was very desperated , I had to look for another source.
thanks for that Dec.Well I have nardil again in my blood , in some
days I wll be "normal" again I supose.I had an olds friend wedding party yesterday.
I had a bad time. Everybody brought their girls with them , and I went there alone . I just remember
all gettung up the table to go dancing and I was there , alone, in a huge table. God that hurts!
I felt everybody was laughin at me , thinking bad things about me , how fool I was. Could not resist this , so I asked my cousin his car keys and I got out of there and locked in his car and felt asleep instead. No party for me.Honestly... do you really believe I would married someone in this life ? I believe no ones deserves to have someone like me on her side. I would only bring her problems and sadness to life.
and more , I dont want a child suffering this and also me suffering the way my parent suffer because of meI cant find the point of being in this world...
if I went to leave europe , you believe I could have a better treatment ?
sometimes I doubt , it is the same , doctors just gave pills and pills , so it is all the sameGod, this is hard
Posted by Phillipa on November 4, 2007, at 19:04:22
In reply to After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil, posted by tepi on November 4, 2007, at 17:51:45
Tepi believe me if I were younger I'd love to be with you. Handsome and so very polite and kind . So you're thinking of moving to Europe? Love Phillipa
Posted by tepi on November 5, 2007, at 0:50:27
In reply to Re: After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil » tepi, posted by Phillipa on November 4, 2007, at 19:04:22
> Tepi believe me if I were younger I'd love to be with you. Handsome and so very polite and kind . So you're thinking of moving to Europe? Love Phillipa
thanks for your words dear phillipa , maybe you says that because you are my friend rihgt?
but honestly , do you believe that a normal healthy person could handle a person like me?
I mean , imagine her on my side while I am suffering a big depression, or imagine her on my side while I am suffer my worst Social phobia days. What do you honestly think? ,
dont you think it is going to be hard to find somebody , and much harder if most the time im locked in my room?
about europe, Im getting my italian passport, so I was thinking in living there , maybe study a master degree and finding a better health care, not sure yet I have been doubdting all the time recentlyhug
Tep
Posted by Sigismund on November 5, 2007, at 14:48:24
In reply to After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil, posted by tepi on November 4, 2007, at 17:51:45
Well, yeah Tep, it's sad and it sucks, but you went and slept in your car which was perhaps the best thing you could have done.
You didn't ask to be born and you are doing the best you can.
I have a Spanish lesson tonight. I say things like
'Tengo un perro amarillo, blanco y malo.'
I get asked 'Porque es tu perro malo?'
And I reply 'Esta sobre la mesa y la cama'
'La cama?'
'Si.'
And so on.
Posted by johnj on November 5, 2007, at 17:50:02
In reply to After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil, posted by tepi on November 4, 2007, at 17:51:45
You would not bring someone only sadness. Life for everyone is difficult at times just for some of us it is often times more difficult. I do the same thing but not everyone at the wedding is on top of the world. There could have been someone that looked at you and thought "I wish I could be like that guy".
Meeting a girl is not just fun and sun. There will be good times and bad but you will find someone to share life with. Give the nardil some time and work on things. You will do fine.
johnj
Posted by Phillipa on November 5, 2007, at 19:06:50
In reply to Re: After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil » tepi, posted by johnj on November 5, 2007, at 17:50:02
Tepi is a wonderful person and lots of women will fall at your feet right? Phillipa
Posted by Sigismund on November 5, 2007, at 19:37:45
In reply to Re: After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil » Phillipa, posted by tepi on November 5, 2007, at 0:50:27
are difficult on their own and worse in combination. Very hard to work out how to do them correctly.
In "Youth: Scenes from Provincial Life" JM Coetzee has his younger self say this about his mother going out dancing.....
'As for himself, he was glad the dancing had come to an end, though he did not say so. He did not like his mother to go out, did not like the abstracted air that came over her the next day. In dancing itself he saw no sense anyway. Films that promised to have dancing in them he avoided, put off by the goofy sentimental look that people got on their faces.
'Dancing is good exercise,' insisted his mother. 'It teaches you rhythm and balance.' He was not persuaded. If people needed exercise, they could do calisthenics or swing barbells or run around the block.''
Posted by Questionmark on November 12, 2007, at 0:00:46
In reply to After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil, posted by tepi on November 4, 2007, at 17:51:45
My heart goes out to you and I so deeply hope for the best for you.
I relate to everything you were saying.
Good luck man.
Posted by tepi on November 14, 2007, at 22:22:23
In reply to Re: After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil » tepi, posted by Sigismund on November 5, 2007, at 14:48:24
> Well, yeah Tep, it's sad and it sucks, but you went and slept in your car which was perhaps the best thing you could have done.
byt why sigsismund ???? I dont want this !!
> You didn't ask to be born and you are doing the best you can.
Rigth , but I am not living like this always,. I have to do something
> I have a Spanish lesson tonight. I say things like
> 'Tengo un perro amarillo, blanco y malo.'
> I get asked 'Porque es tu perro malo?'
> And I reply 'Esta sobre la mesa y la cama'
> 'La cama?'
> 'Si.'
> And so on.jeje , good spanish , keep studying if you like . Kind of difficult for people wich is not their first language
regards
Posted by tepi on November 14, 2007, at 22:26:36
In reply to Re: After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil » tepi, posted by johnj on November 5, 2007, at 17:50:02
> You would not bring someone only sadness. Life for everyone is difficult at times just for some of us it is often times more difficult. I do the same thing but not everyone at the wedding is on top of the world. There could have been someone that looked at you and thought "I wish I could be like that guy".
>well maybe someone said that ,it may be possible, it is a good thought
> Meeting a girl is not just fun and sun. There will be good times and bad but you will find someone to share life with. Give the nardil some time and work on things. You will do fine.
>
> johnjmmms sorry but i have been on Nardil more than 4 years ,so this is not waiting nardil to work
tepi
Posted by tepi on November 14, 2007, at 22:32:43
In reply to Re: After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil » johnj, posted by Phillipa on November 5, 2007, at 19:06:50
> Tepi is a wonderful person and lots of women will fall at your feet right? Phillipa
oh thank you phillipa , you are alway so kind
I believe they all get dissapointed when they realized I dont speak a word , I dont smile spountaneosuly , I have no personlity , no courage
no selfconfidence
I want the real Tepi back here !!! something has to enter to my brain a took my life back !!!
Posted by tepi on November 14, 2007, at 22:35:30
In reply to Re: After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil » tepi, posted by Questionmark on November 12, 2007, at 0:00:46
> My heart goes out to you and I so deeply hope for the best for you.
> I relate to everything you were saying.
> Good luck man.Well everybody has change nicnkname so I dont really know if I am writting someone I know in the past ,sorry
Thanks for your time spent on me , god bless you
Posted by Sigismund on November 15, 2007, at 2:01:47
In reply to Re: After 6 weeks I finally have Nardil » Sigismund, posted by tepi on November 14, 2007, at 22:22:23
>byt why sigsismund ????
No idea, Tep, no idea at all.
(I don't even understand myself that well.
I'm 55 and still have bugger all idea.)>I dont want this !!
No, Tep, and why should you?
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