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Posted by B Day on October 24, 2000, at 12:38:34
In reply to Re: music tinnitus, posted by stjames on October 24, 2000, at 2:19:22
Well, I read this long, old thread in its entirety. I must say I was both touched and amazed by the experiences revealed there.
I was reminded of a recent conversation I had with a friend. He, a recovering alcoholic, having gotten his chemical dependency in hand, found himself faced with a new disorder. He shared with me how difficult it was for him to accept an additional diagnosis of Severe Depression Disorder. He thought...will it never end.
It seems that many on this board have also been faced with multiple disorders. I suspect many of you have wondered the same as my friend at times. I see a great deal of courage and solution-seeking here and I find it very moving. I am also beginning to relate with it.
I took the "Indicators Suggestive of Subsyndromal Epilepsy" quiz. I scored quite highly particularly in symptom classes one and three. I believe the possibility of such a condition is one that I need to bring up with my docs. I would seem that an EEG may well be in order.
For me, having gained understanding of my current and most debilitating condition (severe depression / hypomania) I think will help me to accept a second disorder more easily if need be.
I sense that many of you have developed (or are developing) a sort of "I just want to try to get to the bottom of things" determination. I'm getting something like too and I am grateful to be able to participate here with others facing challenges similar to my own. It looks like it is going to be a long journey.
This is a wonderful web site Dr. Bob.
B
Posted by steve on October 25, 2000, at 13:55:36
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Fred Davis on January 22, 2000, at 0:32:20
I have the same problem courtesy of mixing amitryptline with propoxyphene. It comes and goes, and naltrexone makes it much worse.
Posted by An^j^el on August 8, 2001, at 16:20:42
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by steve on October 25, 2000, at 13:55:36
> I have the same problem courtesy of mixing amitryptline with propoxyphene. It comes and goes, and naltrexone makes it much worse.
Stu,
My name is Angel. I am a Therapist and work with people who have mental and psychological disorders... or so the doctors call them "chemical imabalances". My current client is diagnosed Bi-polar and has "auditory halucinations" similar to like the concerts you speak of. The docs have prescribed and altered and reexamed and reevaluated and represcribed and now the poor boy is tormented by the tug of war of the pharmaceudicals in his body. When I suggested that he approach this as a spiritual war, he was all ears!! These voices were telling him what to do and it wasn't pretty and they taunted in a sing song manner. He obsesses over them "laughing at" him and this angers him. He will perseverate over songs and the such and locks into verses of movies and plays them back over and over in his head. H is a 10 year old boy who is afraid to be alone in his house because this is when they talk to him the most. Unless it is just when he has nothing to distract him from them so they only seem more apparent. Anyhow I went into the house with him and we proclaimed, "I demand in the name of Christ you will no longer torment Brad!" At once Brad wrapped his arms around me and cried, "You saved me, Oh Jesus, You saved me" He still hears someone talking to him, however, and at times he will respond out loud... "What, what did you say, God?" as he looks up and to the corner of his mind. I ask him what God is saying to him and in a very non-chalant manner he snapping his wrist back tossing one hand to the side he answers me "Oh He tells me that He loves me".I hope this is some encouragement for you. God Bless You!! ^j^ Angel
Posted by Penelope on August 8, 2003, at 21:17:21
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by An^j^el on August 8, 2001, at 16:20:42
So glad to find this board, but no posts in 2 years?! Please come back! I just started hearing music 4 weeks ago, and I only learned today that others have experienced this phenomenon. I first learned this today from an audiologist, and now I find this thread. Already feel better!
The audiologist says this is a form of tinnitus, and he has had success treating others with head phones that deliver *white noise*. I'm not quite ready for that--or for meds.
My concerts are not all that unpleasant, and they do not interfere with my thought processes. They are more like background music. I hear Christian music hymns mostly. Sometimes *American the Beautiful*. There is an organist, several brass instruments and singing voices. At first the voice was just a man with a very deep bass range. Beautiful. I can feel the vibrations from the bass notes. Sometimes he sings with other male voices and sometimes with a full choir. Some of the tunes I don't recall ever hearing, but most are very famililar traditional hymns--Softly and Tenderly, Amazing Grace, How Great Thou Art, What a Friend We Have in Jesus. They also do America the Beautiful every now and then. They also frequently play what I have come to think of as their theme piece--a lively tune, almost playful--played only by a low range horn of some sort (maybe a baritone horn?), a trumpet and the choir humming and making nonsense verbalizations, almost like scat singing in jazz. They play several variations on this theme, all very beautiful. The trumpet can play in a very high register with perfect control. I don't know if real trumpet players can really do this.
But.....sometimes they get stuck on certain notes or phrases like a broken record. This is very irritating. I can sort of tune them out when they do this.
These are not sounds coming from my head. I am certain I am HEARING them. The music is faint--as if wafting from a neighbor's house or a nearby church. In fact, when this first started I asked my neighbors if they had bought an organ or were playing a lot of church music on their music system or perhaps an electronic keyboard. (They said no.) But my grown son who lives with me could not hear anything of what I was hearing, and then I started hearing it at work, and I knew I had a problem. Now I hear it everywhere, almost without cessation.
I have been taking Amitriptyline for several years(25mg/day)for neuro pain associated with cervical spondylosis. About six months ago I started occasionally taking Phentermine (30mg/day)to offset the sleepiness and confusion the Amitrip seemed to be causing. The combo has worked very well, but now I am wondering if either of these drugs or the combination of the two could be causing this auditory thing. I have also been under terrible stress--many life changes and bereavements of late.
Please, any response is welcome. Meanwhile, I will count as a blessing that I am not hearing Connie Francis!!
Posted by Craig Allen on August 9, 2003, at 11:19:55
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Penelope on August 8, 2003, at 21:17:21
i hear music constantly. like a loop playing over and over of whatever song happens to be in my head. it is playing about 95% of the time when i'm awake. i don't have any OCD symptoms, that i'm aware of anyway. i do have an ugly case of atypical, treatment resistant depression however.
Posted by Kacy on August 10, 2003, at 12:47:01
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Craig Allen on August 9, 2003, at 11:19:55
I hear music sometimes. The songs are old. Most of them are pop songs from my early teens or pre-teens. I don't hear this that often and it never lasts a whole day.
I hear them most often when the heater or air conditioner switch on or when I vacuum. When the sound of the blowers turns off, the song is often gone. When the blowers turn back on, the same song comes back. I have heard them, too, when they were not triggered by blowers.
I don't hear the whole song. I have tried finishing the song in my head to end it, but I never know enough of the song to do it. I don't know if it would work, anyway.
I have also heard my mother call my name with a vacuum cleaner on. It's the way she yelled for me when I was in junior high school. I might hear it repeatedly until I turn the vacuum off.
Posted by Penelope on August 10, 2003, at 18:05:36
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Craig Allen on August 9, 2003, at 11:19:55
Craig and Kacy,
Thank-you for your responses. I'm very interested in hearing the experiences of others. Maybe we can reduce this all to some common demonimators. I see that many of the earlier posters on this subject mention they are also suffering from depression. Also many have mentioned they are taking meds for this or other complaints. Craig, are you taking any meds? Kacy, are you? And Kacy, you didn't mention depression. In your case is this a factor?
Craig, I know what you mean by a *loop*. My musicians frequently get stuck in a loop--a single song or just a refrain from a song that plays over and over and over sometimes for hours. Interestingly, however, this morning they were stuck in a loop from the hymn *Softly and Tenderly*, but they started taking off on it--like a jazz improvisation. They also added instruments and did rearrangements. As each loop repeated it got quite complex and very beautiful. I found myself just sitting and listening to it. I wondered what a church congregation would think to hear their beloved hymn being operated on to sound like a jazz jam session! Also they have added a piccolo to *America the Beautiful*, and it is delightful: a complex running part that plays and trills behind the melody throughout the song. These interludes of creativity are rare, however. Most of the music I hear is repetitive and boring. I find myself wishing they would just add to their repertoir.
Kacy, I was intrigued by your electrical equipment connection. When I first started hearing music I was at my PC, which is in a room that els with my kitchen. In this room is an extra refrigerator--an old one that makes quite a lot of noise. I am in the process of moving, and the only thing left in that room at that time was my PC workstation and that fridge. Also, the TV in the kitchen, which was almost always on, has been moved, so it is unusually quiet in that part of the house. I noticed that some of the humming that is done by the singers in my group seemed to resonate with the hum of that fridge. I have now cleaned out and disconnected the fridge, but it hasn't stopped the music. I have a vague notion, however, that somehow a combination of the almost empty house, the absent TV sounds, the hum of the fridge and the relative quiet when I am at my PC compared to the sensory input that was always there before have somehow triggered the music.
Another thought on the electrical theme: Many years ago I was keeping a parrot named Scratch for some friends who took an extended vacation in Alaska. They told me he used to talk quite a lot, but since they had their first child--who was then six--he had not talked at all.
One day while I was vacuuming in a room next to the room where Scratch resided, I could hear a hoarse voice speaking some words. I would turn the vacuum cleaner off, and the voice would abruptly stop. I would restart it, and the voice would resume. I finally made a connnection with the bird, so I left the vacuum on and went into the room where he was. Surely enough, Scratch was speaking. As the days went on, he continued to talk but only when the vacuum cleaner was on. But he was speaking more clearly now and putting words into phrases, and I started writing them down. When my friends called to tell me their return travel plans, I read them the list I had made. They were utterly amazed--they were all phrases Scratch had spoken in the past. By the time they got home, he had also learned some new ones from us and could mimic my voice and my husband's, and he started speaking spontaneously, without the assistance of the vacuum. I offer all this as an aside for whomever might be able to make sense of it. Something about the pitch of the vacuum cleaner inspired Scratch to remember and articulate his former vocabulary and even enabled him to learn new stuff. Also, parrots typically have a limited repertoir of phrases that they repeat endlessly and meaninglessly. Hmmmmm.... Have our tormented brains turned us into parrot heads?
Posted by Penelope on August 10, 2003, at 19:27:08
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Penelope on August 10, 2003, at 18:05:36
Paranormal?
I don't see that anyone in this thread has speculated about the paranormal aspects of this *affliction*, but it was actually my first thought. Hearing music that no one else hears really sounds schizo to me, and I was unable to believe I had departed that far from reality, mental and spiritual depression notwithstanding. The only other explanation seemed to be that I was being visited by a spirit or that I had somehow accidentally tuned into another plane. With that thought in mind, I offer you another aside, FWIW.
I had a very dear friend, Wayne. He and his wife Virginia and my husband and I were very close along with another friend, Harold. My husband died in April 2000. Harold died about a year later in April 2001. Virginia died a year after that, in April 2002. Wayne and I, being the only survivors of our group, became especially close through all this, and in fact he moved into the guest apartment behind my house after his wife died. There was never a romantic connection, but we were about as close as two fraternal friends can be. Wayne died suddenly and unexpectedly on Jan. 12 of this year. He died in the apartment behind my house, apparently a heart attack.
Wayne had an electric organ/keyboard in this apartment, and the only type of music he ever played was church music. Nothing fancy, just a few chords, and he would sometimes sing along with it. He was very active in the music program at his church, singing in the choir and sometimes performing solos, and he frequently attended gospel music concerts, sometimes driving as far as 350 miles away to hear a group he especially loved. I did not particularly share his attraction to this type of music, although I, too, used to sing in the choir (different church), and I never went with him. Since I play the piano, he wanted me to share the organ with him, and he at one time put it in my living room, but I later insisted he take it to his apartment since I never played it.
We have some other friends who knew us all, and on hearing of my recent auditory affliction have decided that Wayne is attempting to contact me through his favorite medium--Christian church music. It is notable that Wayne had a very deep pitched singing voice--similar to the singer I am hearing, but Wayne's voice was not quite so low and not quite so professional.
So....one could put a paranormal twist on all this, but then a psychiatrist could have a hey day with it, too, huh?
BTW: My own husband, whom I adored and miss terribly, had little interest in church and even less in church music. I also miss Wayne terribly. I didn't realize while he was alive how much his friendship and help was supporting me in my bereavement from my husband. I now am very ..... unsupported.
Posted by Kacy on August 11, 2003, at 12:43:52
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Penelope on August 10, 2003, at 19:27:08
Penelope: I'm sorry for all your losses. That's a lot to handle, especially by yourself.
I really can't be sure of when I first heard music. For all I can remember, I first heard it in my twenties. Certainly depression started at least by then, although I didn't get treatment for a long, long time. I never conceived of it.
I started Effexor about two years ago. I am Adhd. Problems caused by that are probably the root of the depression. I have taken Strattera since March. I took Ritalin for nine months before then.I can't remember hearing the music since I started Strattera, but that is not unusual. It comes and goes. I have heard it since I began Effexor.
Maybe your creative and musically-educated mind is adding to the music. Just the way you describe music shows that you know a lot about it. Maybe that's a natural way for people like yourself and for musicians to go.
I'm not musical and I don't add anything to it. I don't hear it like I'm listening to a great sound system, either. It's not that clear. Not surprisingly, it's about the quality of the radios of my youth.
Posted by Penelope on August 11, 2003, at 18:08:53
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Kacy on August 11, 2003, at 12:43:52
I was trying to learn something about ear anatomy today and found this intriguing passage, which I must share with all of you:
<Our ability to discriminate two close frequencies is actually much better than one would predict just from the mechanics of the basilar membrane. One theory to explain the mystery is that the outer hair cells help to "sharpen the tuning". Outer hair cells can actually move (change length) in response to nerve stimulation. If they could push the basilar membrane up and down, they could amplify or damp vibrations at will, making the inner hair cells more or less responsive. (Just like you can push a child higher and higher on a swing or bring her to a halt - it's all in when you push.) An interesting philosophical question here is, if the outer hair cells can move the basilar membrane, can that in turn move the oval window? And the stapes? And the eardrum? Can the ear, in fact, work in reverse and become a speaker? You may laugh, but there has been at least one case in the history of medicine of a patient complaining of persistent whispering in her ear. She was dismissed as crazy, until one obliging doctor finally put his stethoscope to her ear and listened. He could hear the whispering too. You can draw your own moral from this story.
However, most cases of tinnitus (a persistent ringing, whistling, or roaring in the ears) are not audible to the examiner. Little is known about the phenomenon, which is unfortunate because it can be very distressing to the sufferer.>Funny that I found this today. Last night I was thinking: If this really is coming from my mind, then I must draw the seemingly nonsensical conclusion that I must be broadcasting as well as receiving, because I am totally convinced that I HEAR this music. It isn't something going through my mind like OCD's experience. It has direction, and I can feel the vibration of the bass notes, and I get goose bumps when the trumpet hits those high notes. I think that trumpet could shatter a crystal glass if I could turn the volume up. Also, I can completely cover it up with anything that is louder than *it* is, and *it* is not loud at all. Right now I have a Net radio station on, and I can only hear *it* in the brief moments between selections. If this were truly just a thought process, would it not intrude my mind even with other music playing?
Something else I haven't mentioned: I can sing along with it. I can sing counter to the melody and HEAR both parts as I sing. And usually my tempo is a little too slow, and they get ahead of me and I can HEAR that I am lagging and know when to step it up. I'm not much of a scientist, but this seems to prove to me that I really am...........HEARING it.
Posted by BlueShirtGirl on September 7, 2003, at 22:50:48
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Penelope on August 11, 2003, at 18:08:53
Hello, I was reading a book called "The Man Who Mistook His Wife For A Hat - and other clinical tales" by Oliver Sacks, and I think you would be interested in reading Chapter 15, on page 125 entiltled Reminiscence which is on "hearing music in the head" - If you all haven't already read about it. I was interested in it because my mom and I have both hear "music in our heads" on occasion. Let me know what you think. C.
Posted by Dr. Bob on September 7, 2003, at 23:42:51
In reply to Re: can't stop the music » Penelope, posted by BlueShirtGirl on September 7, 2003, at 22:50:48
> Hello, I was reading a book called "The Man Who Mistook His Wife For A Hat - and other clinical tales" by Oliver Sacks...
I'd just like to plug the double double quotes feature at this site:
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/faq.html#amazon
The first time anyone refers to a book without using this option, I post this to try to make sure he or she at least knows about it. It's just an option, though, and doesn't *have* to be used. If people *choose* not to use it, I'd be interested why not, but I'd like that redirected to Psycho-Babble Administration:
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/admin/20020918/msgs/7717.html
Thanks!
Bob
Posted by linkadge on September 9, 2003, at 10:13:04
In reply to Re: double double quotes » BlueShirtGirl, posted by Dr. Bob on September 7, 2003, at 23:42:51
I almost always have music in my head.
Linkadge
Posted by Penelope on October 26, 2003, at 17:58:55
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Penelope on August 11, 2003, at 18:08:53
UPDATE: Since I last posted I have started seeing a neurologist, and I wanted to share what I have learned.
Musical auditory hallucinations, this doc insists, are most definitly NOT a form of tinnitus. They are a form of hallucination and could be the symptom of a serious mental or neurological disorder which must be explored. And unlike tinnitus, which is considered incurable, he believes this can be cured or controlled if one can find and address the etiology.
He says the condition is extremely rare, and those who suffer this symptom fall within five groups, which I list here in order of frequency of occurence:
1. The profoundly deaf.
2. The psychotic.
3. Those with brain lesions, usually of the temporal lobe.
4. Those with severe depression.
5. Unknown etiology. EXTREMELY RARE.
I underwent various tests to rule out hearing impairment, insanity, and brain lesions. That puts me in group 4 or 5. Among those who experience auditory hallucinations and who are severely depressed, almost all are male. I am female. Also, this neurologist does not believe I am severely depressed. He says severe depression is when you are almost nonfunctioning. I am still functioning, although not on all cylinders, to be sure.
He does not think that the amitriptylene I am taking has anything to do with the hallucinations I am experiencing. On the contrary, he wanted me to double up. Although I am taking amitrip for pain, its most common usage is as an antidepressant. I balked at doubling up on the amitrip because it sometimes makes me sleepy and confused, so he put me on Paxil, 25 mg/day. That was about 2 months ago.The music is fading out. Don't know whether it's coincidence or the Paxil, but I have a lot more control over my musicians now. If they play something I don't like or if they get caught in one of those irritating loops, I can usually make them play something more to my liking. On the other hand, they are adding almost daily to their repertoire. This music was never loud, but there were times when it had amazing clarity. For the most part, there is now little clarity except when they add something new. A couple weeks ago I was startled out of concentration on a mental task by the brilliant trumpet fanfare from the William Tell Overture (yes, the theme from The Lone Ranger). I laughed out loud. They never cease to amaze me.
Other additions are "Brahms Lullaby"' "Alouetta", "Unchained Melody", and "House of the Rising Sun", but faintly now---usually. It's about like hearing a radio from an adjoining room. I can tell what is playing, but I can't always make out the instruments or the words, if there is singing. Also, the music is not constant now as it was before. Sometimes it doesn't start until a couple hours after I arise, and it completely fades out from time to time during the day.
I encourage any of you who suffer this symptomatology to see a qualified neurologist. By qualified I mean someone who is familiar with auditory hallucinations and who will not give a knee-jerk dx of OCD (obsessive-compulsive disorder), epilepsy or tinnitus. Try not to act weird, either, lest you fall into Group 2. Be prepared to count backward by 7's and do know what day it is. (I didn't!) This guy seemed to be very up on the condition, but that might be because my family doc called to talk to him about it before I went in.
Well, I am far from cured. Yesterday my group added "Them Bones" to their play list. Yes--"leg bone connected to the ankle bone, ankle bone conntected to the..." But I do feel in much better control. Did I tell y'all about Little Drummer Boy? Well, that would be the subject of a whole different post. :)
Hang in there--I am.
Pen
Posted by sadmom on October 27, 2003, at 11:52:52
In reply to Re: can't stop the music, posted by Penelope on October 26, 2003, at 17:58:55
I am partially deaf. I always hear the last song I heard on the radio, over and over in my head. It has something to do with the brain trying to compensate with not being able to hear.
Posted by gigikay on March 9, 2004, at 17:38:47
In reply to Re: can't stop the music » Penelope, posted by BlueShirtGirl on September 7, 2003, at 22:50:48
funny that i happened on this board because i thought i was alone...
so here's the deal. i CONSTANTLY hear music but ONLY IN MY HEAD. it isn't audible or anything, but i hear it all day long. most of the time it is just one line of a song. lately it has been the theme song of whatever game i am playing on the game boy...
anyhow, i have suffered from depression for many years, ADD, anxiety, post-traumatic stress, etc. i have tried many meds and am currently taking Lamictil (mood stabilizer), Celexa (anti-depressant) and Concerta for ADD. none of these help the music go away.
i have been thinking about it and i have come to this conclusion... if the music stops, then i start awfulizing about death or something completely ridiculous. i think my mind is constantly moving so that i don't go insane. like when i am driving, i calculate milage and minutes and such so that i don't constantly stare at a ditch and see the funeral of my kids. i guess what i am saying is this is my own defense mechanism.
any thoughts?
gigi
Posted by Dee C on March 9, 2004, at 20:18:35
In reply to music in my head, posted by gigikay on March 9, 2004, at 17:38:47
For me when I'm really stressed out, I hear lots of music in my head. For the most part its music, songs I heard years ago that replay over & over. I find them comforting because its like a defense mech for me. I have also suffered from major/severe depression for many years with an underlying ocd (thought ruminations, i think its been labeled). I was on Zoloft for many years and the pdoc switch me to Lexapro.
Posted by PoohBear on March 10, 2004, at 16:14:47
In reply to music in my head, posted by gigikay on March 9, 2004, at 17:38:47
> funny that i happened on this board because i thought i was alone...
>
> so here's the deal. i CONSTANTLY hear music but ONLY IN MY HEAD. it isn't audible or anything, but i hear it all day long. most of the time it is just one line of a song. lately it has been the theme song of whatever game i am playing on the game boy...
>
> anyhow, i have suffered from depression for many years, ADD, anxiety, post-traumatic stress, etc. i have tried many meds and am currently taking Lamictil (mood stabilizer), Celexa (anti-depressant) and Concerta for ADD. none of these help the music go away.
>
> i have been thinking about it and i have come to this conclusion... if the music stops, then i start awfulizing about death or something completely ridiculous. i think my mind is constantly moving so that i don't go insane. like when i am driving, i calculate milage and minutes and such so that i don't constantly stare at a ditch and see the funeral of my kids. i guess what i am saying is this is my own defense mechanism.
>
> any thoughts?
> gigi
Yeah, I used to have this problem also, especially when I would lay down to sleep. Here's a poem I wrote about it:http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/write/20040102/msgs/306852.html
It's called "ruminating". It stopped for me when I began taking Effexor for depression. Effexor has enabled me for the first time in as long as I care to remember to control my thoughts and not be plagued by a constant barrage of uncontrolled thoughts.
Tony
Posted by KathrynLex on March 10, 2004, at 18:37:08
In reply to Re: music in my head » gigikay, posted by PoohBear on March 10, 2004, at 16:14:47
Hi Gigi,
I'd never heard of this problem until I started taking Lexapro. After starting on Lex I began to repeat song lyrics in my head all the time.
K.
Posted by socialdeviantjeff on March 10, 2004, at 20:18:02
In reply to Re: music in my head, posted by KathrynLex on March 10, 2004, at 18:37:08
I've been doing this for over 12 years. It began, I think, as a way of alleviating boredom atschool. Since it started, I can't stop it. I do wonder what the difference is between ruminating and hallucenating with this type of thing.
Posted by Mr. Scott on March 12, 2004, at 10:31:16
In reply to Re: music in my head, posted by socialdeviantjeff on March 10, 2004, at 20:18:02
I know this music well. I have it too unless something more noxious like a relationship break-up is occupying that space or some other anxiety.
What works best for me to shut it down is Trileptal or Depakote. Depakote works a little better, but Trileptal has far fewer side effects.
Scott
Posted by thinkfast on March 13, 2004, at 6:07:04
In reply to Re: music in my head, posted by socialdeviantjeff on March 10, 2004, at 20:18:02
I have the same problem, if you can call it that...it seems to be a form of self-stimulation, but there is a problem stopping it for certain...I end up having to throw in a cd to forget about it. I have ruminating ocd, so i guess listening to the music could be a compulsion??? Don't know about anyone else, but all of the music that runs through my head somehow relates to what I'm thinking about. I've read about this condition in a couple of ADD books, and OCD books....
Posted by gigikay on March 13, 2004, at 9:00:29
In reply to Re: music in my head, posted by thinkfast on March 13, 2004, at 6:07:04
i was trying to think about how long this has been happening, but i really can't recall. i remember when "beauty and the beast" came out on video, i used to fall asleep as i visualized the movie and the music. that was how many years ago? 10?
anyhow, i think that there is a pattern... i tend to awfulize about things. death mostly. the death of my family (mainly children)... maybe the music is a way to drown out the bad thoughts. i "die" everytime i drive because i visualize getting into an accident, but the thoughts don't stop with just the accident. i can picture tragedy. so to combat that i also count road mileage, calculate distance, whatever. i do have a little obsession with numbers.
these behaviors just provide a barrier to the other really bad thoughts so i guess it is somewhat of a defense mechanism.
any thoughts?
Posted by florence on March 13, 2004, at 15:33:22
In reply to Re: music in my head, posted by gigikay on March 13, 2004, at 9:00:29
I take Provigil (stimulant) to counter the sedating effects of remeron and I am POSITIVE it is the stimulating effect of Provigil that plays the music over and over and over. I have no control over what the song will be..It can occur upon waking up in the morning. It helps me to take Xanax (anxiety med) to curb the anxiety I get from Provigil. I never had anxiety problems and it took me a long time to figure out that when the Provigil peaked-about 4-5 hrs after taking it, my mood would plummet and I would cry for no reason! TV Commercials drove me especially crazy;like zoom zoom! I felt brainwashed to the max.! Perhaps something like Xanax would help you.
Posted by chriscat on March 23, 2004, at 8:11:24
In reply to Re: music in my head, posted by florence on March 13, 2004, at 15:33:22
This is the first time I've searched the internet for this. I've heard the music since I moved into this house, which was when I was recovering from renal failure. Lately, it has gotten clearer with distinct voices and yes I can feel the bass. Most of my songs are also Christian hymns and Civil War era songs (I am a 19th Century historian so some--not all--of the songs are familiar.) I will "try to confuse them" by singing (in my head) the wrong verse of the Battle Hymn of the Republic, but they sing the right verse. I was happy to speculate it might be ghosts since my house is 160 years old and locals think it is "haunted" OR my new Blood Pressure meds which include beta blockers and Clonodine, also used for ADD, since more recently the music is more insistent and distinct. Also Toprol--that can cause mild depression. BUT I'm also profoundly deaf. 90% Last night was the first time I started hearing it with my hearing aids in.
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