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Posted by karen_kay on March 21, 2007, at 10:27:40
and i'm drinking a beer.
being out of sorts lately
no worries, no fear.
thinkning the sunshine will do me some good.
taking up running again. perhaps to work on that commitment to quit smoking by the big 3-0!so, may be straying from the boards a bit. then again, i'm anything but consistent. could be back in five minutes stating 'i'm on top of the world folks!' but, i think i need some sunshine and to get off this board for a bit. esp the archives! (just posting this so no one worries, if i'm gone for a minute ro two, i do know how people tend to worry, esp when they shouldn't).
and i've been babying this beer. not yet 1/3 through and had it since ten am! not even sure i'll finish it, but getting that first gulp down went great with the mornign coffee.
still checking mail though, jsut trying to cut back on being indoors, hoping the sunshine will be the cure all for this moodiness and meloncholy i'm feeling. who'm i kidding, i don't know what's going on, i'm just one moodie woman! and i tend to archicve in spare time (to which i don't have but make time for). archiving not a good thing for kk.
have a lovely day folks!
Posted by Phillipa on March 21, 2007, at 10:44:49
In reply to not yet noon.., posted by karen_kay on March 21, 2007, at 10:27:40
Where do you find the time to brose the Archieves? Love Phillipa and where's the Duckie if you are drinking beer?
Posted by scratchpad on March 21, 2007, at 11:07:03
In reply to not yet noon.., posted by karen_kay on March 21, 2007, at 10:27:40
Archive diving while imbibing - isn't that a dangerous thing to do?
((((Karen Kay))))
I'm a rainbow of moods, from black to white with all the colours in between.Wander carefully down those archive paths, kk.
sp
Posted by kid47 on March 22, 2007, at 9:59:07
In reply to Re: not yet noon.. » karen_kay, posted by Phillipa on March 21, 2007, at 10:44:49
> Where do you find the time to brose the Archieves? Love Phillipa and where's the Duckie if you are drinking beer?<
I would guess that the duckie is sitting in his high chair right next to his wonderful Mom feeling like the luckiest little duckie(est) in the whole world. :)
Posted by karen_kay on March 23, 2007, at 6:52:06
In reply to Re: not yet noon.. » karen_kay, posted by Phillipa on March 21, 2007, at 10:44:49
phillipa dear, you asked where i find the time. i've been sleeping less. the duckie's been sleeping more. many times, he's here crawling on the floor. or on my lap. sometimes he's playing on my lap. sometimes he's typing for me, hence the improvement in my spelling at times. i assure you, he's not locked in the basement (for that's where i hide my love slaves, and he's not yet old enough to understand 'mommy's secret').
you also asked about the duckei while i drink beer. he used to sit in the car while i was in the bar, so i figure a high chair works well, while i'm in hell. (hardey har har.) he was napping dear. there are two other adults (can i call them that. my husband is only 17, but that it legal in indiana, i assure you) in this house who are very able to watch over him while his momma takes a quick beer break.
if the first step is admitting i have a problem, i'll admit it then :) but, i'd be more likely to admit i have a problem with archiving, pills, manic depression, love slaves in the basement, lying, deception, head games, narcisism, inflated self esteem, and being a queen (hey, not that kind. i'm all female baby!). i have been known to be too hard on myself from time to time as well. that's the list of problems i'm working on right now. i'll add on when the time seems fit. but, the mid morning beer is merely a coping mechanism dear.
Posted by karen_kay on March 23, 2007, at 7:09:08
In reply to Re: not yet noon.., posted by scratchpad on March 21, 2007, at 11:07:03
dangerous indeed my dear! i can be laughing hysterically in a flash and then crying for no apparent reason. then that starts the thought 'well, topamax at max, tried all other ms, now what? no ads to try, as they make me manic, jsut hopeless....'
of course, this could be situational. i am human (what? i'm superhuman!)
and do tend to forget (dear god, watch out, for i fear i'm going to sound like a hippie) how much things effect me. like sunshine. like coffee. like no sleep. like emotiions. like music. like voices. and fights. and laughter. and the duckie. and arrested developement (and that show can make me laugh for hours at a time but when it's over i cna go back to crying). and god forbid, but i'm thinking of cutting back on (shaking my head and tears are coming to my eyes as i'm even thinking about this one) the pot, because maybe even that has something to do with it. or, even better, maybe i just need to smoke more? (ok, that made me smile)
i'm sure it's jsut situatinal. mr kk and i are getting along great. perfect. everything's just perfect. i'm perfect, as always. it's just this silly head of mine, playing it's silly tricks, as
it likes to do. and you know what? as stupid and silly as this sounds, you know what seems to help me? to get all prettied up and go drive aroudn and wave at people, everyone i pass. and they wave back. i always knew it. i should have been a queen. or at least in a parade.and i saw a guy yesterday. in a huge truck. it was the biggest ruck i've ever seen. adn it didn't appear to be a case of penis envy. was with mr kk, but still wanted to ask him for a ride in his truck. just for an hour, you know? to go for a ride in a big truck, to be someone else entirely? do you ever want to do that?
thanks for understanding sweetie, here go thsoe silly tears again. at least they are the nice ones, from someone understanding.
Posted by karen_kay on March 23, 2007, at 8:10:53
In reply to Re: not yet noon.. » Phillipa, posted by kid47 on March 22, 2007, at 9:59:07
good to see your name round here.
seems you've been hiding a bit? doing all right? or are you out with your 19 year old girlfriends trying to find someone to create fake id's (i can always try to an old one i have round here somewhere so you can at least take her out drinking).
been watching a whole lot of arrested developement lately, thanks to a friend for sending some much needed laughs, as i'm about 'curbed' out. i'm into the season where buster has the hook for a hand, as the seal ate his hand. just one question though? how does the duckie know when the show is funny too? he seems to have the same sick sense of humor as i do, and laughs when i do (especially when buster pulls out that silly hook and cuts people with it. and gob (spelled with a g??? i thought my family was bad. guess money doesn't make things better, eh?))
i've gotten lost again. bad memory of mine..... just saying, it's nice to see you round the boards. buster's about ready to stick that hook up gob's butt, so i've got to get the duckie rounded up to watch it. he gets a kick out of it too! (i just love when he screams out 'i'm a monster!') take very good care of yourself.
oh, here's a quick poem for you.
kid t(L)
my mind is swelled
with thoughts consumed
of dreams and hellthe storm that formed
the day before
scared me out
of the ran i sworetoday i guess
since i have more rest
i'll try again
for that tightness in chest
(from running of course)now, that didn't quite work, didn't it? that was more a poem about me.... let me try again..
kid t(L)
you are quite swell
and i swear to he!!
you do not smell
(or do you?)kid my sweet
does your dog lick your feet?
and bring you food?
or allow you to brood?i've heard of your ex
did she put on you a hex?
or take all your cash?
did she at least give one last flash?kid, i hope you are well,
and i hope you are swell.
not going through muck
i'm not passing the buck!have a lovely day,
sincerely kk
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