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Posted by Guinnee Pig on December 28, 2001, at 22:40:04
So I just spent, I don't know, about an hour 1/2 crying about -- well, everything. Sometimes I have these moments of realization that propel me into fits of rage or outbursts -- strings of words that tend to hurt the people they're aimed at more than succeed in any attempts for change. Nothing changes...I usually just feel ashamed and hopeless. So nobody changes, but do I have to be so alone in these thoughts. Damn. Some say crazy people are blessed with the vision, the ability to see the truth. But is it a truth so true that others don't see it -- therefore it is not reality because it's not Their reality ??? Maybe I'm not making any sense, but I have been noticing a few things lately. Nothing new, probably every child of the revolutions thought...Maybe. Maybe I think too much like they tell me I do. I'm sad and sensitive they tell me. ........
So many thoughts, but most of all, I don't want to do anything right now. What's the difference. This art won't open their eyes, these songs. Robots Slaves.
Posted by Guinnee Pig on December 31, 2001, at 20:07:29
In reply to Another Hopeless, Faithless, Cultureless, American, posted by Guinnee Pig on December 28, 2001, at 22:40:04
I Thought someone out there might be able to relate. Maybe I'm on the wrong site or something. Maybe I should just keep all of this to myself. Maybe nobody fucking understands. Maybe it was silly for me to try and be a part of this when there are obveously already little clicks and nobody wants to hear how depressed the new girl is.
Posted by akc on December 31, 2001, at 22:14:39
In reply to Re: Another Hopeless, Faithless, Cultureless, American, posted by Guinnee Pig on December 31, 2001, at 20:07:29
Just because no one responded to your post this time -- try not to take it too personally. There are so many reasons why it happens. Just keep posting and you will get responses. We/I do understand and I do hate that you are feeling the way you feel right now. It is a terrible space to be in.
akc
> I Thought someone out there might be able to relate. Maybe I'm on the wrong site or something. Maybe I should just keep all of this to myself. Maybe nobody fucking understands. Maybe it was silly for me to try and be a part of this when there are obveously already little clicks and nobody wants to hear how depressed the new girl is.
Posted by sid on January 1, 2002, at 10:09:11
In reply to Another Hopeless, Faithless, Cultureless, American, posted by Guinnee Pig on December 28, 2001, at 22:40:04
Have you tried cognitive-behavioral therapy (it takes time, be patient!) ?
You would learn to use your intelligence to your advantage (i.e., happiness!) rather than hurt yourself with it. And learn to actively fight depression at the same time.
I did, it took years, but I'm finally seeing the payoff, and boy, life can be good. I can see it now. There is light at the end of the tunnel, even though the tunnel can be very long and tortuous. You have to believe in it and move on. You'll get to it.
> So I just spent, I don't know, about an hour 1/2 crying about -- well, everything. Sometimes I have these moments of realization that propel me into fits of rage or outbursts -- strings of words that tend to hurt the people they're aimed at more than succeed in any attempts for change. Nothing changes...I usually just feel ashamed and hopeless. So nobody changes, but do I have to be so alone in these thoughts. Damn. Some say crazy people are blessed with the vision, the ability to see the truth. But is it a truth so true that others don't see it -- therefore it is not reality because it's not Their reality ??? Maybe I'm not making any sense, but I have been noticing a few things lately. Nothing new, probably every child of the revolutions thought...Maybe. Maybe I think too much like they tell me I do. I'm sad and sensitive they tell me. ........
> So many thoughts, but most of all, I don't want to do anything right now. What's the difference. This art won't open their eyes, these songs. Robots Slaves.
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