Posted by Guinnee Pig on December 28, 2001, at 22:40:04
So I just spent, I don't know, about an hour 1/2 crying about -- well, everything. Sometimes I have these moments of realization that propel me into fits of rage or outbursts -- strings of words that tend to hurt the people they're aimed at more than succeed in any attempts for change. Nothing changes...I usually just feel ashamed and hopeless. So nobody changes, but do I have to be so alone in these thoughts. Damn. Some say crazy people are blessed with the vision, the ability to see the truth. But is it a truth so true that others don't see it -- therefore it is not reality because it's not Their reality ??? Maybe I'm not making any sense, but I have been noticing a few things lately. Nothing new, probably every child of the revolutions thought...Maybe. Maybe I think too much like they tell me I do. I'm sad and sensitive they tell me. ........
So many thoughts, but most of all, I don't want to do anything right now. What's the difference. This art won't open their eyes, these songs. Robots Slaves.
poster:Guinnee Pig
thread:15992
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