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Posted by Sourceror on December 18, 2001, at 18:21:23
Why does it feel wrong having a couple of days where I am not totally miserable? I am not utterly happy and bouncing off the walls but at least I am not contemplating suicide with the majority of my free time. I am also very scared and walking on egg shells wondering when the ball is going to drop again. It is almost like I feel guilty for not feeling miserable. I hope this continues on because I know that the way I have been feeling has scared several of you that have cared about me and it has scared me wondering if I was going to give in to my desires to OD. Thanks for caring everyone and I will take it one day at a time I guess and see what happens. I go in for an eval for a partial day program the day after christmas so this may provide the help I need for staying afloat after the holidays.
L8R,
The Sourceror
Posted by susan C on December 18, 2001, at 18:33:21
In reply to Why does it feel wrong??, posted by Sourceror on December 18, 2001, at 18:21:23
> Why does it feel wrong having a couple of days where I am not totally miserable? I am not utterly happy and bouncing off the walls but at least I am not contemplating suicide with the majority of my free time. I am also very scared and walking on egg shells wondering when the ball is going to drop again. It is almost like I feel guilty for not feeling miserable. I hope this continues on because I know that the way I have been feeling has scared several of you that have cared about me and it has scared me wondering if I was going to give in to my desires to OD. Thanks for caring everyone and I will take it one day at a time I guess and see what happens. I go in for an eval for a partial day program the day after christmas so this may provide the help I need for staying afloat after the holidays.
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> L8R,
> The SourcerorYou are a sweetie to say thank you to all of us here. And I know what you mean, as I am sure others do too: the egg shells, the relief, the confusion, the reasurance that gosh, it did lift.
mustabeenthepeptobismalnudgenudgewinkwink
winking mouse
sc
Posted by Katey on December 18, 2001, at 20:13:46
In reply to Re: Why does it feel wrong??, posted by susan C on December 18, 2001, at 18:33:21
sourcerer sourcerer sourcerer. it almost sounds like you're ocd about your depression, with a little dash of anxiety just to make things interesting. im so glad however, that youre above suicidal, its an accomplishment in itself. theres no need to thank us, its all on the balancing scale. im glad that youre reaching out to us, but even more importantly, youre reaching out to professionals who can help you with all of this crap that you go through in your head. keep going
Katey
> > Why does it feel wrong having a couple of days where I am not totally miserable? I am not utterly happy and bouncing off the walls but at least I am not contemplating suicide with the majority of my free time. I am also very scared and walking on egg shells wondering when the ball is going to drop again. It is almost like I feel guilty for not feeling miserable. I hope this continues on because I know that the way I have been feeling has scared several of you that have cared about me and it has scared me wondering if I was going to give in to my desires to OD. Thanks for caring everyone and I will take it one day at a time I guess and see what happens. I go in for an eval for a partial day program the day after christmas so this may provide the help I need for staying afloat after the holidays.
> >
> > L8R,
> > The Sourceror
>
> You are a sweetie to say thank you to all of us here. And I know what you mean, as I am sure others do too: the egg shells, the relief, the confusion, the reasurance that gosh, it did lift.
>
> mustabeenthepeptobismalnudgenudgewinkwink
> winking mouse
> sc
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