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Posted by CarolAnn on May 26, 2000, at 9:05:51
In reply to Re: Hey boBB, posted by boBb on May 25, 2000, at 23:25:34
>> plagued as I am by spirits crying for help, >
> Have I mentioned my bitter loneliness? My desparate ideological isolation, knowing that billions agree with even me while I am surrounded by those who disagree? Engaged in conversation day after day, all day long, but never able to bear my soul? My withering poverty? My longing to know my children? My growing weariness with living?>>>
>Bob, this breaks my heart! I wish you could feel how sad I am for you right now. I have a tremendous amount of compassion for your lack of a trustworthy confidant. If you get to the point of feeling comfortable enough to "bear" your soul here, I would most definitely like to listen. I can't promise to agree, or join your cause. But, I can promise, with absolute sincerity, that I will be a compassionate and nonjudgemental "ear".
CarolAnn
Posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 9:39:03
In reply to Re: to Bobb, posted by CarolAnn on May 26, 2000, at 9:05:51
CarolAnn
Its not about me. It’s not “my” cause - it is myriad “causes” of people around the world. A sympathetic ear would not lighten my burden at all. To see others tenaciously and independently pursuing the “cause” of human rights - the right to food and a home, the right to freedom to live as one chooses - seeing that gives me some comfort. Physical, animal affection would likely help me breath better and relax my deep muscles, but this I can do without. People die in agony for just cause - for causes you may not care about, but from which you likely benefit. I find satisfaction sharing their suffering, and suffering for these “causes” is the best way you could lend me comfort.
Posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 10:38:45
In reply to Re: from Bobb, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 9:39:03
Are you choosing to suffer in order to champion the causes of the suffering?
Another way to look at it is, wouldn't you be more effective as an advocate of the downtrodden if you were relieved of some of your suffering, if you were healthy and strong and could mobilize your convictions and anger more effectively?
Maybe the idea of a furry friend is a good one. Could the affection give you strength to pursue the work you want to do?
Posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 11:03:31
In reply to Re: from Bobb, posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 10:38:45
>>>Maybe the idea of a furry friend is a good one. Could the affection give you strength to pursue the work you want to do?
Have you ever tried to rent an apartment with little or no money down when you have a pet? Last dog I had got shot when he ran into town. I didn't spend enough time and didn't care to confine him. A pet would unnecessarily anchor me. The piano is nice, but if I need to let it go, bye-bye!
>>>Wouldn't you be more effective as an advocate of the downtrodden if you were relieved of some of your suffering, if you were healthy and strong and could mobilize your convictions and anger more effectively?
Wouldn't doctors help more people get well if they donated half of their $250,000 incomes to housing loan pools? Couldn't soldiers fight harder if they weren't dead already? Wouldn't your favortie team have a better chance if there star athelete was not injured in the previous game? There is always a what if...
I do what I can with the resources available to me. I am healthy and strong. So what if I am lonely, tired and poor. I could spend my life making more money, but to what avail? I do what I can. It's not about me. Drop it. I am almost sorry I shared the truth. This isn't the God site where any an all ailments can be cured if we just profess faith.
Posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 13:03:04
In reply to Re: from Bobb, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 11:03:31
Believe me boBB, I was not talking about making money. I was talking about allowing yourself to meet some of your emotional needs, that if you did so, maybe you would actually have more strength to put toward your efforts to make real changes in the world.
How awful about your dog.
Posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 14:11:56
In reply to Re: from Bobb, posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 13:03:04
If fish had wings
Posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 15:02:52
In reply to If fish had wings, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 14:11:56
> If fish had wings
Hopelessness, expressed succinctly.
Hopelessness, a hallmark of depression.
Depression, a difficult to treat, yet treatable illness.
The world, hopelessly mired in injustice and suffering.
One person, one problem, solvable if taken in solvable bits.
Larger problems, even, solvable one step at a time.
Institutional problems, even, solvable if hope can be kept alive.
If fish had wings, hoplessness expressed succintly.
Hopelessness, a hallmark of depression.
Depression, a difficult to treat, yet treatable illness.
Hope, guarded by others when we cannot see it or feel it.
Hope, the key.
Posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 15:18:42
In reply to Re: If fish had wings, posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 15:02:52
Noa, your posture reflects your humanistic world view, but my life is mine to manage. I could come up with all kinds of analysis of you, but would rather deal with human RELATIONSHIPS. You sound to me like a fundamentalist, condemning me to your version of hell (depression) if I do not endorse your version of salvation AKA Prozak. As I recall an old song, it goes, the dealer, he's your friend, but GODDAMN the pusherman. You are way out of line telling me how I should feel. You don't even know my name, much less the nuance of my situation. In reply to someone else I shared how I feel because they asked, not to provide material for you to reinforce your world view. I feel how I feel because it is how I am supposed to feel. Go rent Candyman III. I garauntee you do not want to face the horrors that will step in should I repress my very legitimate feelings. If you don't want to see how I feel I suggest your take a fork and gouge out your eyes.
> > If fish had wings
>
> Hopelessness, expressed succinctly.
> Hopelessness, a hallmark of depression.
> Depression, a difficult to treat, yet treatable illness.
> The world, hopelessly mired in injustice and suffering.
> One person, one problem, solvable if taken in solvable bits.
> Larger problems, even, solvable one step at a time.
> Institutional problems, even, solvable if hope can be kept alive.
> If fish had wings, hoplessness expressed succintly.
> Hopelessness, a hallmark of depression.
> Depression, a difficult to treat, yet treatable illness.
> Hope, guarded by others when we cannot see it or feel it.
> Hope, the key.
Posted by Tina1 on May 26, 2000, at 15:19:19
In reply to Re: If fish had wings, posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 15:02:52
That's some incredible prose, love it.
> > If fish had wings
>
> Hopelessness, expressed succinctly.
> Hopelessness, a hallmark of depression.
> Depression, a difficult to treat, yet treatable illness.
> The world, hopelessly mired in injustice and suffering.
> One person, one problem, solvable if taken in solvable bits.
> Larger problems, even, solvable one step at a time.
> Institutional problems, even, solvable if hope can be kept alive.
> If fish had wings, hoplessness expressed succintly.
> Hopelessness, a hallmark of depression.
> Depression, a difficult to treat, yet treatable illness.
> Hope, guarded by others when we cannot see it or feel it.
> Hope, the key.
Posted by Tina1 on May 26, 2000, at 15:40:21
In reply to Pragmatism, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 15:18:42
> Noa, your posture reflects your humanistic world view, but my life is mine to manage. I could come up with all kinds of analysis of you, but would rather deal with human RELATIONSHIPS. You sound to me like a fundamentalist, condemning me to your version of hell (depression) if I do not endorse your version of salvation AKA Prozak. As I recall an old song, it goes, the dealer, he's your friend, but GODDAMN the pusherman. You are way out of line telling me how I should feel. You don't even know my name, much less the nuance of my situation. In reply to someone else I shared how I feel because they asked, not to provide material for you to reinforce your world view. I feel how I feel because it is how I am supposed to feel. Go rent Candyman III. I garauntee you do not want to face the horrors that will step in should I repress my very legitimate feelings. If you don't want to see how I feel I suggest your take a fork and gouge out your eyes.
boBB; I asked how you were because I really wanted to know. I'm sorry I opened such a can of worms, didn't mean to cause trouble. Just tell me to mind my own business next time, I won't take offense. It IS your life and you should be entitled to live it the way you see fit. Again, I'm sorry and I hope you had a good day(relatively speaking).---Tina>
> > > If fish had wings
> >
> > Hopelessness, expressed succinctly.
> > Hopelessness, a hallmark of depression.
> > Depression, a difficult to treat, yet treatable illness.
> > The world, hopelessly mired in injustice and suffering.
> > One person, one problem, solvable if taken in solvable bits.
> > Larger problems, even, solvable one step at a time.
> > Institutional problems, even, solvable if hope can be kept alive.
> > If fish had wings, hoplessness expressed succintly.
> > Hopelessness, a hallmark of depression.
> > Depression, a difficult to treat, yet treatable illness.
> > Hope, guarded by others when we cannot see it or feel it.
> > Hope, the key.
Posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 15:41:31
In reply to Pragmatism, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 15:18:42
boBB,
I am sorry if my response came across like a prescription for how you should feel. It was not intended as such. It was intended to be a thought tossed your way as well as an expression of having been touched by what you wrote. Apparently, my intent was not conveyed correctly. You are a gifted writer. I am not.
Your assumption that I am pushing medication is just mistaken. Afterall, medication is just one form of treatment. There are others. In any event, I was simply trying to convey a sense of possibility.
Fundamentalist? This is so remote from describing me that I cannot even be insulted by it.
You do not know my name, either, and yet you make assumptions about me.
>If you don't want to see how I feel I suggest your take a fork and gouge out your eyes.
Please do not speak to me this way.
Posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 16:12:30
In reply to Re: Pragmatism, posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 15:41:31
If thine eye offend thee, pluck it out.
How is it the biblical version is so much more pallitable?You called me sick. You did it in a conversation you initiated. You picked a fight then cried bully when the blows began to sting.
Now you demean my perspective by reducing whatever insight I might offer to simply represent superior writing skills. Reminds me of my only mairrage. I could seldom defend my feelings or perspective as valid, I was just “better with words.” But even many theraputic methods would recomend that a care-giver legitimize a subjects feelings by accepting their “internal logic.” I appreciate your need to help, but if you want to help me, you will need to accept my legitimacy - not the worth of who I could be if I “got better” but the worth of me “just as I am without one plea, but that thy blood was shed for me.”
Jesus wept.
> >If you don't want to see how I feel I suggest your take a fork and gouge out your eyes.
>
> Please do not speak to me this way.
Posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 16:28:59
In reply to Re: Pragmatism, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 16:12:30
You are legitimate as you are.
You are right, I have difficulty with your perspective. I was challenging it. But I was not attacking you nor declaring you illegitimate.
My comment about writing skill was not referring at all to the content or nature of your post. It was MY writing I was talking about--that my intentions were apparently not conveyed properly by my use of language.
However, it seems that no matter what I try to say to clarify my intentions, I get nowhere. What you have said to me today gives me the impression that you automatically attribute hostile intentions.
I have no need to help you. I had a desire to converse and challenge your perspective, as you have challenged mine and others here. I offered thoughts. I offered help, and it has been no surprise to me that you reject it. And so it is your right to do so.
Posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 17:12:19
In reply to Re: Pragmatism, posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 16:28:59
That's fair enough. I am not really reading backwards through these posts to say who said what. I can't really attribute motives to you that don't concur with your own assessment.
If there is any difference, you say you are trying to get me to challenge my perspective. Some people say that is what I do here, but that does not mean I am trying to get anyone to challenge their own perspective. I am doing the challenging, when I challenge a perspective. If they decide it is easier to reassess their view than to continue to face my challenge, that is their thing. If thier position is strong, my challenge would have no effect, nor should it. I confront others with my perspective and then assess the reaction. Maybe i will change, maybe they will, or maybe the status quo will stand fast.
Posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 17:53:30
In reply to Re: Pragmatism, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 17:12:19
> you say you are trying to get me to challenge my perspective.
What I said was that I was challenging your perspective, not trying to get you to challenge your own.
I agree completely with you that if I challenge your perspective, it is then your option to use my challenge to rethink your perspective or not, as you wish, as it is my option to do so or not when you challenge my perspective.
Posted by Dr. Bob on May 26, 2000, at 19:24:32
In reply to Pragmatism, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 15:18:42
> You sound to me like a fundamentalist
> If you don't want to see how I feel I suggest your take a fork and gouge out your eyes.
Please try not to say anything that could be taken as accusatory. And please don't suggest that anyone do anything self-destructive.
A goal of this board is to provide support. This limits freedom of speech. It can be therapeutic to speak freely, but sometimes this just isn't the appropriate place.
Please consider this a warning.
Bob
Posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 21:19:59
In reply to Re: please be civil, posted by Dr. Bob on May 26, 2000, at 19:24:32
If my insight offends you, cut me.
Somebody asks me how I am doing. I reply honestly. Tag team jumps in and starts to criticize my feelings. I say I'm okay with who I am. I paraphrase a passage from the common bible - the most protected speech in western history, but guess who is wrong?
If you are ready to demonstrate exactly what kind of violence you are capable of, go for it.
Posted by allisonm on May 26, 2000, at 21:49:23
In reply to Civil war, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 21:19:59
Here we go again. To quote Rodney King, and seriously, can't we all just get along? (And boBB, I don't mean just you, I mean everybody on this board.)
There seems to be so much prickly-ness around lately. Folks seem to be taking offense more and the explanations and clarifications are beginning to feel endless, at least for me watching on the sidelines. And I remain on the sidelines. I am not getting into this any further than this message.
Posted by Dr. Bob on May 27, 2000, at 0:56:30
In reply to Civil war, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 21:19:59
> Somebody asks me how I am doing. I reply honestly. Tag team jumps in and starts to criticize my feelings. I say I'm okay with who I am.
Honesty is good, but not an excuse for incivility. The problem wasn't how you felt, it was what you said. There's a difference between who you are and what you do.
> I paraphrase a passage from the common bible - the most protected speech in western history, but guess who is wrong?
1. The specific way something's paraphrased can make a difference.
2. Coming from the Bible isn't an excuse for incivility, either.
Bob
Posted by CarolAnn on May 27, 2000, at 9:05:26
In reply to Civil war, posted by boBB on May 26, 2000, at 21:19:59
>
>>Somebody asks me how I am doing. I reply honestly. Tag team jumps in and starts to criticize my feelings. I say I'm okay with who I am.>>Bobb, I've not been online for a few days, this is in reply to your post to me and some of the others in this thread.
I know you don't care, but I am *deeply* hurt that you chose to shove my compassion back in my face. As I reread my post of the 26th, I see that I in no way criticized your feelings nor did I suggest that you change them. I gave an 'honest' reaction to your 'honest' reply to the question of how you were doing.
Your post seemed to be a literal 'cry of the spirit', and I merely wanted to offer comfort to that 'cry'. As far as your implication that I do not suffer for the "causes" of humanity, you couldn't be more wrong. The fact is that my suffering for humanity is so great, that I would literally drown in sorrow, if I ever let myself be immersed in that suffering. If I am to be any help at all to mankind, it must be one "cause" at a time. When I said that I could not promise to "join" your cause, it was out of ignorance of which "causes" you are championing at this time.
The fact that you chose to ignore my offer of a "nonjudgemental" ear, shows that you care more for all your "causes" then you do for any member of the human race. Yes, you are right, none of "this" is about you or me. But, if any of humanities "causes" are to be served, if injustice is to be vanquished, it will have to be done cause by cause and individual by individual. You want to save humanity, feed the hungry, house the homeless, free those unjustly accused, ect., ect....Well, how do you expect to improve the conditions of humanity, when you don't *care* about the feelings of any individual human? We all suffer, just in different ways. If you can't have compassion for one man or one woman, you will never have any effect on the "causes" of mankind. CarolAnn
Posted by Tina1 on May 27, 2000, at 9:47:33
In reply to Re: Civil war, posted by Dr. Bob on May 27, 2000, at 0:56:30
Please, aren't we all used to boBB by now. He is an antagonist. From what I can tell he doesn't come to this board to help himself, he comes here to shake us up and remind us how alive we really are. He sees a lot of the bad side of humanity in his line of work and it can really undermine ones faith in humanity. Crusaders crusade, it's what they do, by the sword if necessary.
> > Somebody asks me how I am doing. I reply honestly. Tag team jumps in and starts to criticize my feelings. I say I'm okay with who I am.
>
> Honesty is good, but not an excuse for incivility. The problem wasn't how you felt, it was what you said. There's a difference between who you are and what you do.
>
> > I paraphrase a passage from the common bible - the most protected speech in western history, but guess who is wrong?
>
> 1. The specific way something's paraphrased can make a difference.
>
> 2. Coming from the Bible isn't an excuse for incivility, either.
>
> Bob
Posted by Noa on May 27, 2000, at 10:36:14
In reply to Re: Civil war, posted by Tina1 on May 27, 2000, at 9:47:33
Moving on.
Posted by Kathie on May 27, 2000, at 11:44:27
In reply to Re: Hey boBB, posted by boBb on May 25, 2000, at 23:25:34
I have been sitting here at my computer, in my pj's still, waiting for my coffee to brew...which is done now so I am going to grab a cup..........ahhhh, yummy.....anyway, where was I?? Oh yes, I read this thread from top to bottom and I have found it very interesting. I see tina, noa and carol ann reaching out to help a soul who is in obvious pain, only to have their compassion and concern turned around and used to hurt them. I see boBB, who sometimes has wonderful things to say to people one moment, turn on anyone who offers him any kind of comfort the next. After reading this thread, I will never offer boBB any kind of encouragement or sympathy or any type of kindness because it appears to me that is not what he is looking for, and to do so brings out the worst in him. I wonder if he reacts this way to stir up trouble on the board, to see what sort of reaction he can get from the masses....or if he really is so messed up he can't recognise human kindness for what it is. If the dark side is what he wants, I will pass him Darth Vader's light saber and he can go over to the "dark side."
My advice to you others....not boBB, as I would never presume to give that lad advice!.....is to not let him get to you. I read his words and I often find them sarcastic and downright amusing...in fact the only post I have ever read out loud to my husband was one of boBB's and he laughed with real appreciation!!
This post is not a cut to boBB, as I believe I can appreciate him for what he represents to me...I don't feel the need to offer him anything, he doesn't want that from any of us anyways....his negative views of the world are interesting, but certainly nothing I want to challenge. I try and harbour a positive view of the world and the challenge of day to day survival is enough for my.
tina, noa, carol ann...don't let boBB get you down, don't let him hurt your feelings, don't let him waste your compassion..all three of you ladies are in the throes of your own pain and suffering and yet you take the time, make the effort too try and reach out and help someone. To be rejected as you have been in this thread can only cause you more pain, save yourselves. There are people in the world who don't want to be saved....dole out your kindness to those that deserve it.
Well that is all I have to say over this cup of morning coffee. Take care ladies.
Kathie
Posted by CarolAnn on May 27, 2000, at 13:17:12
In reply to what a see saw ride this thread is!!, posted by Kathie on May 27, 2000, at 11:44:27
I swore off boBB's posts awhile ago, but got sucked back in with his (subject) "feelings" post.
I should have known that he wouldn't want any kind-hearted responses to his 'soul bearing'. What I can't figure out is why he bothered to answer Tina's question in the first place. Why would he want us to know how he feels, if he doesn't want us to care? I don't understand, he wants us to care about the "causes" he cares about, but he gets offended if we care about him.
......whatever....I'm done...CarolAnn
Posted by boBB on May 27, 2000, at 14:06:23
In reply to Re: from Bobb, posted by Noa on May 26, 2000, at 13:03:04
It sounds to me like some people are hurt that I won’t let them play doctor with my feelings.
Someone asked how I feel. I answered. When someone said tell me more I said its not about me. Someone promised of nonjudgmental response, but when I declined, replied with vicious judgment.
Somebody else writes back calling me hopeless because my hopes apparently to not concur with their expectations of what my hopes should be.
I replied that they seem to me to be adhering to fundamental philosophies, specifically meaning fundamental tenets of humanism in which optimism and happiness are presumed to be universally correct paramount hopes.
I am expressing fundamental tenets of another philosophy that presumes suffering to be an acceptable and appropriate part of living in a world balanced between lightness and darkness, between life and death.
I further wrote, using an ancient allegory attributed an spiritual leader, who was murdered for his supposedly disruptive behavior, that if someone’s eye offends them they should remove it. If you feel perverse watching me bare my soul, don’t watch. Deal with the log in your own eye before you start digging at splinters in mine.
In other replies respondents confuse what I feel and what I do in a specific situation with who I am. It was not my intention to start this thread. I feel I was baited. Then there are replies that presume to explain my motives. The fact that I and many, many others express sentiments here and elsewhere contrary to others preferences does not mean we are trying to do anything - to stir up, to disrupt or to challenge. Maybe that is part of my motive sometimes; it certainly seems to be an effect of my participation. Othertimes, I simply want to express concern for someone else. Sometimes I am just honestly expressing myself, perhaps in hopes of finding further acceptance. Maybe I am naive, but I am constantly suprised when people are unable to accept me for who I am - sort of like getting sucker-punched - I later realize I might be able to walk alone down my street but in this neighborhood I better be more wary, because I do not adhere to the correct creed.
I stand up to this kind of behavior toward me because I have seen it all too often toward others, especially by medical and social service caregivers toward their clients. If people can’t live with my assertion of who I am, drop it and move on.
I try to measure my participation, usually only offering personal insight when people ask, staying out of threads where I see people express views of themself what appear to me to be flawed, and joining threads where there is general discussion of the roles and philosophies of pscience.
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> If fish had wingsHopelessness, expressed succinctly.
Hopelessness, a hallmark of depression.
Depression, a difficult to treat, yet treatable illness.paraphrased read: “Your hopes are irrelevant, fish. You are sick.”
By writing in a passive voice, the prose disguises who is acting. It presumes definitions to be universal, effectively denying me an opportunity to define my own status.
____________________________.>.>.> I was talking about allowing yourself to meet some of your emotional needs, that if you did so, maybe you would actually have more strength....
This statement infers that either I am not allowing myself to meet my emotional needs or that I am making an incorrect choice in prioritizing my effort to meet my emotional needs, ultimately suggesting that I am weaker than the writer thinks I could or should be. Believe me, standing up in this forum requires more strength than you may have imagined.
>>>>wouldn't you be more effective as an advocate of the downtrodden if you were relieved of some of your suffering, if you were healthy and strong and could mobilize your convictions and anger more effectively?
Again, here is a suggestion that I am neither healthy, strong or living near my full potential - that loneliness and weariness are indicators of poor health rather than part of a price people sometimes choose to pay, or are required to pay for their strength and health.
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1. The specific way something's paraphrased can make a difference.Absolutely. That is the strength of paraphrasing. Pedantic repetition can turn strong statements into platitudes.
2. Coming from the Bible isn't an excuse for incivility, either.
Bombing the Chinese embassy then saying we thought it was something else is not an excuse either, and the act was not entirely civil. The recent U.S. bombings of Balkan radio and television stations put me on edge as well. I work in places like that. I am not excusing myself. I am saying your definition of civility excludes me from your civilization. I do not consider exclusion to be civil.
I am considering retiring this moniker from use at this site. Some people here seem unprepared to accept this part of whoever I am in real life. If more dishonesty on my part would make me seem more civilized, I can divide myself into any number of anonymous identities. But there seems to be too much recurring interest in my perspective to abandon those who are lurking and who sometimes show interest in my contributions.
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