Posted by johnnyj on June 8, 2006, at 11:15:23
In reply to Re: silver lining?, posted by musky on June 8, 2006, at 0:22:29
Hey everyone, I feel real strange.
I woke up at 4, felt ok, slept fitfully for 1 hour and woke up feeling bad. More down than ups that is for sure. My head feels like it has been run over by a truck. If I move to quick I feel almost dizzy. At times, very nauseated followed by hunger. It is like my body cannot make up it’s mind . My chest will feel ok, then 30 minutes later all heavy. Please tell me you all have had some of these. I feel this is depressing me. I don’t know if I am feeling depressed or anxiety, just all weird. The fatigue is crushing. Tying my shoes took major effort this morning.
I also was very agitated and irritable this morning. I just wanted to scream. I yawn all of the time yet cannot sleep well. This is crazy. I don’t recall my depression having all of this crap. I sleep maybe 4 hours and if I am lucky 5 hours. I am starting to think my brain is damaged or something. How long did the nasty symptoms last for you all? The heavy, spongy, flu like head is terrible. I am trying to gut it out but fear I am being pushed into a depression by the W/D. After I stabilized on 3.75 I felt better than I had in a long time even though the withdrawal was brutal from 7.5 to 3.75. But, now, this is the worst……pray for me guys and gals. I wish someone could put me into a med induced coma for 2 months until this is over.
I am off for exactly 2 weeks now. I don’t know if I can take 2 more weeks of this but I DON”T want to take remeron poison anymore.
Jules, Cashy, Musky and anyone else have any words of encouragement?
Regards
johnnyj
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