Posted by Slinky on May 12, 2005, at 18:08:04
In reply to Re: just trying to understand... » rainbowbrite, posted by TamaraJ on May 12, 2005, at 17:02:52
After 7 years the craving still rapes my brain.
Starting or stopping some meds cause a craving a need for some fix..that I battle with.
I binged every 3 days for over 15 years so does that mean I'm was an alcholic ? also drank when on psychiatric drungs..I'm amazed my liver still is a friend.
Today I drank soft ginger beer that said on the bottle less than0.5 % alchohol...I got paranoid about it
I smoke like a chimney my last major fix was coffee.
Now it's these energy drinks
I rarely feel satisfied..is this the booze that damaged my brain/or was I ill to begin with.
My brains so frukked up I can't work it out.
Sorry to go on tangent but lately I feel that itch to drink but I'm not going to lose whats left of my soul.
My boyfriend is a recoverying alcholoic..spent months in hospital nearly died twice but AA really helps him now...but like myself still has cravings/the itch and fixated on things.
Need to get that out