Posted by CraigD on December 2, 2003, at 11:46:21
In reply to Re: I stopped Meth and it's still killing me... » cookie0876, posted by panic_attack on November 30, 2003, at 12:23:11
I don't normally post on this part of Psychobabble so I'm just reading all your posts.
Thanks for your thoughts, although I was not seeking sympathy.
To clarify, I never shot up either. I had wild, indescriminate, unprotected sex on Crystal -mixed also with booze and Celexa.
I am lucky in that these days HIV is treatable. But Crystal is SO effective at taking over your pleasure centers that sex is now dry white toast without it, and just thinking about meth floods me with desire and anxiety wherever I am.
Although I am terrribly depresssed and anxious, I know I cannot start taking Celexa again because that's where the cravings came from to begin with.
All's I can say is you HAVE to stop doing this drug. It will ruin you well before it kills you.