Posted by MOTHERNEEDHELP on November 22, 2003, at 21:11:19
In reply to Re: do you all really want help??, posted by Caleb462 on November 22, 2003, at 17:34:12
Well, i don't know what to do anymore i love this man with all i have in me to love with, but we have three small kids and i need him more then ever now it's christmas time and he keeps losing jobs and it's so unfair he is not the man i married. I feel like he is just giving up. And when you say the "earley stage" what does that mean? He has been on these pills for three years how long will this last? How bad will it get. I can't talk to my friends about this b/c they would just think he is a worthless bum. I want lie, i'm ashamed of this. I'm only 25 and i have gave this man three kids and 8 years of my life.He went from being a sweet understanding person to a mean hateful person. When he can't get these pills he looks at me and the kids like he could just kill us.When he has them he loves me and the kids so much. It hurts. I'm cryng just typing this. You are the first person that responded, so now im grabbing onto to you and saying i know you can't help me but please just talk to me and tell me what you can. Have you been threw this? My husband and I are having very bad money problems right now so he is really having a hard time getting what he want's. When he came in tonight he said that he had to run back out, well the kids are pretty rawled up around that time when he came in so, i told him to take the two oldest with him well then he sat back down and said that he did want to. He would just wait until the next day to go. Well, that too was fine. Then he started talking about being trapped and how he could not do nothing without me knowing about it. So i knew then he was up to no good. Well after alot of begging and talking I got him to tell me. The reason he did not want the kids to go is that he was going to do something very bad that i don't think i should say on here. But he said that it would give him all the pills he needed and and help us with money too.That is what he said anyway. Well, I talk him down which was not easy b/c he blames me all his problems but i took it all and got him in the bed. So, now he asleep but, im scared of what tomorrow holds for me.
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