Posted by Clearskies on September 11, 2016, at 23:18:32
In reply to Re: Me again » Clearskies, posted by lil jimi on September 8, 2016, at 23:24:04
> > Had a few medication tapers go awry...I can't get off of any meds right now. I am able to lower the Klonopin intake depending on how well cannabis has controlled my anxiety.
> > That "good day" still eludes me, but I have stopped kicking myself for not having found it yet. I go with the flow and live a healthy life as much as a disreputable wretch as I can manage.
> But, Clear One, are we not now just freed from evil Ex AND the Scourge Mother, only just lately? Shouldn't we surely wait for the separation to settle in our soul solidly-er before we let loose our flotation devises' supports? Mustn't our patience cultivate our strength and security before we release our preservers? "Good Days" may be allowed to come of their own sense of the fullness of time, perhaps? Wretchedness is in the eyes of the beholder. My eyes behold your inner beauty.
> Take good care of our sweet Clear please.
> Steady as she goes there.
I expect as much of myself as my ex-spouse did, only tenfold.
Still, the improvement in my overall mental health since I left the marriage can't be denied. I saved my life by leaving the marriage. I would have killed myself to find peace otherwise.
I have just spent a beautiful weekend in the countryside, a birthday celebration with a special friend and oodles of good wishes. I truly am a fortunate woman.