Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 6, 2014, at 23:19:57
1-8-00-patty-cake.....
ring ring.......
ring rign....
comon patty pick up!
ring...
:hello?
:patty it's rj
:what crazy stuff have you done now?"
:oh no crazy stuff patty, i just need to have a group therapy session with you
:2 people is not group therapy
:the other people i hear in my head....
:ohhhh i forgot
:so patty, what have been up too?
:been workin out....
:really at the gym?
:the pool
:how can work out at the pool?
:water aerobics
:that stuff is too easy
:i put my swim cap on and then call me baldie....
:baldie???? play pin ball with those bald heads....
:so whats this late call tonight that is broadcasted on the internet now?
:oh....you know patty, just ... have to heart to heart! love your nice personality
:good.....that means you'll treat me nice and get a box of chocolates....
:patty....
:silence
:silence
:well rj what?
:i just need to talk about my problems! no one listens to me at all because i chased them off..
:is this my patty session on babble? you didnt warn me about?
:yes, i have you on the boards....
:i knew it....no wonder your calling me so late...
:yes patty, your advice is the golden,
:whatever, let's start
:well, patty, i just don't know what to do with this situation i'm in
:eleborate...
:im going to school, lifting off the ground and moving to a career...but don't know when
:it's been like this for a long time, so there's no urgency to be so intense about it
:well....patty, just so sad....sniiff snifff pass the tissue
:only times you tend to make major desisions is in a emergency situation or under fire of something forcing you to do something.....s
:no that's not true patty....
:advice?
:patty i just need some support!
:1st find a person to heart to heart, or go friends house
:i don't like too....have to use the other ego's to cope
:ughhhh, rj you are complicated case, did you do well in trigomintry and calculus? i loved dealing with complex problems
:patty you like complex problems??? i knew it!
:anyways, first get out of the thinking mode and sad how many people didnt like your pity party....
:my pity parties people came had a good time but then they left the party early....didnt have cake or anything!
:maybe they didint like the party....
:why didnt they like the pity party?
:it got boring.....and the cake was awful
:how did you know about that patty?
:my friend brenda told me....
:well.....patty, i am so upset! and no one bothers to know the real me where my real pain is radiated, covered up by fake personality
:aka plastic personality.....it bends and can be cheap, and doesnt last long.....
:patty....what should i tell the people i ran off in the past?
:don't associate with em, only talk in shallow terms
:that sounds like a good idea...
:as for that, the future friends don't do the past behaviors, your a new you....everyday...
:awww thanks patty....
:am i still being broadcasted?
:yes
:of course i am, you might as well live on candid camera the rest of life...
:mmm mmmh i like being on camera....click click chhing smile
:you need to be on camera for me to make sure you get the right toppings on my burger....
:well...patty, last words?
:already awnsered your question, you know already know the advice you have inside you.....you wrote this post....
:good bye patty...
:patty fades out into nothingness....sometimes the only way to learn is from learning from our mistakes.....and the awnser to hopelessness can be undone by using imagination....
crazy night for me.....
r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1070874
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20140828/msgs/1070874.html