Posted by alexandra_k on February 10, 2014, at 2:48:10
In reply to Re: horrible scratchiness, posted by alexandra_k on February 5, 2014, at 16:06:36
horrible scratchy still.
feeling... cross with myself today. grumpy in my interactions with others. others who are trying to help me.
i'm not sure what to do about the stuff that happened with the foundations application. maybe the best thing is for me to just let it go. i've got a lot on my plate right now and i don't want to get caught / entangled in that. i don't want to become known as person who complains about discrimination. i don't want to make more of a deal than needs to be made i... i don't think that spending more time thinking on it is likely to help me.
so... i need to drop back to part time. since i've been declined the only level math class was suitable. though... was it even? who knows. whatever. dropping back to part time has all kinds of ramifications... that i need to sort through. problematises accommodation etc etc and paying for it etc etc. a nice bonus (sort of) that i was going to get to get some clothes and sort out a phone and sort out the rest of my moving costs... i won't get that now. can't apply for the overdraft i was going to get now either. there it is.
i don't expect i'll lose the accommodation. if i don't tell them i'm moving to part time they will probably never even know. i won't be able to get the course books i was going to get... anyway... whatever.
whatever.
i went for a swim today. which was good. after i haven't been swimming since some guy was trying to be friendly before... which was even worse than when people try and talk to me in the gym. ugh.
i need to... do some classes. have some more structured people contact. i can barely string sentences together anymore.
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