Posted by Partlycloudy on October 21, 2013, at 12:48:10
This was just part of it. Everything kind of sucked. Cried on the phone with the facilitator of my support group because (elsewhere, not here!) I felt bullied.
Depression is non-selective. It hits you like a jacuzzi tub with multiple jets, only so hard they hurt instead of relaxing you. At least it has stolen my appetite. It was about time. The jets feel like they are pummeling you. Then you get out, and you look uninjured, but feel like a veal scallopini. Can't crawl into bed, because the sun is shining too brightly.
Nothing to really explain or do about it. Just ride the wave, hope it isn't a riptide, and remember to tread water. No sharks.
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