nostalogia from archives

I've just been shocked because I totally was a different person in each new screen name I had....the old rjlokhart98, then I had this screen name your#1fan and I've read it....I don't get how how the energy from the posts was so sparatic....

like, im not trying to talk about myself, I do know I do it a lot, but i'm trying to find my identity from reading my old posts from 2004, reading my journals to God, and diaries....seriously I've changed every couple years....my screenname #1fan was really upbeat, funny, and a bit immature.....rjlockhart98 the original was just weird....I made up stuff, exaggerated conditions, and was half way out of the social reality of how people talk to eachother....

you know its so fun, to go back and read previous posts that are from 10 years ago...not my own lol, but read other people's posts, Lou had some interesting posts from a while back....and my two posters that loved me that are not here anymore...maxime and slinky....maxime I would fight with her constantly, and I wasn't considerate of any emotions...vary immature...but we eventually became friends....slinky was funny...she would sometimes post to my posts...and make funny comments, like reading old posts from late 2004 is nostalgic... like its a memory blog, of what was going on during those time periods....

im nothing like who I was when I first came here...but its just so interesting to see posters change....what the life situation was.....currently I try to be civil now, and not insult, or provoke posters....I did a lot in the past...no more of that....and 2013 I've been trying to start to post no more, crazy nonsense of my imagination.....its shameful to see my family reading those posts....it spelled crazy psycho, sick, nutcase....I've gotta let all that go and start new in 2013....

but anyways, I encourage posters to read there old posts from 2004-05....that makes so nostalgic to read what was going on back then, and im glad I joined this site because I can read my whole life history....

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