Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 22, 2013, at 23:34:29
In reply to Re: bad moments » rjlockhart37, posted by gadchik on April 22, 2013, at 16:46:01
it is real,....yea I think what im trying to say is I hide things I know people won't understand, at the same feel im just wearing a happy mask, under it is a mess, but yea she loves, I am grateful for that, but like the other day I was her mom's house and left the ceiling fan on in the guest, and didn't lock the door when I went to smoke, she got mad....really mad, and its stuff like that, that I feel it will ruin the relationship, becoming more of a burden to be with......like my family loves me, but some of the stuff I did in the past....they wanted me to go away....see what im saying, so I don't want that to happen with relationship with her. People getting discusted with me..........
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
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