Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 17, 2013, at 13:45:25
hello, I was looking for a funny post someone had posted in the past....but I ran across this, and I forgot this post, but this person went to my church....and really attacked, just reading it made me feel bad, even though it was in 2006. My posts in the past where wacky and attention drama seeking. 2013 is a new chapter here on babble for me....I can't stand even reading these posts because my family read them, and then changed there perception of me, and still there....they still think im wack....im not wack, im 25 and have disabilities that are both social, and intellect.....im not some important person having a drama crisis.....no pity parties or false SOS calls.
I know I talk about myself a lot, and I have got to remove all the past posts, the energy that I put into the fooling people, fooling myself.
so here's some posts that totally have made me want to start all over on babble....
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20061005/msgs/694885.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20061018/msgs/700169.html
god.....I mean god, I've got to erase everything in the way I've posted back then, I've realized people think im psycho, and crazy. All I know is im getting out of this mess. If people still use my past against me....well 2013 is going to be new.
it really makes me ashamed....but best thing now is to avoid those people, this person did go to my church, and I figured it out who it was. Hmmm well its a new start.
r
not a scholar but understand distress
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Prozac 60mg
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encourage you to avoid false beliefs
poster:rjlockhart37
thread:1042284
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