Posted by Phil on February 18, 2013, at 8:55:04
In reply to Re: My life and why I'm bipolar, posted by schleprock on February 17, 2013, at 22:29:34
That's a difficult feeling to deal with but I have a feeling that you haven't disappointed anyone. I mean anyone that counts. The ones who love you will love you no matter what.
Due to my long run with MI and with some high profile fkups everyone knows I'm unwell. Many know my past esp with the blog. But I have to tell my story, right or wrong. Well, I have let girlfriends down but they never knew how hard it hit me and how I didn't understand it myself. They went on with their lives. I was stuck.
Tell you a story schleprock. When I was around 25 I had a pretty good job, a relationship and we loved each other and my mother was finally sober.We were driving to see my mom and family on Christmas day. Suddenly I had to pull off the highway, Out of nowhere I was overcome with emotion and couldn't stop crying. My gf freaked out asking what's wrong, what's wrong? Finally I said, I'm so happy. I had never really felt that way and I know she couldn't understand. I still get emotional thinking about it.
How people treat you is their karma
How you react is yours.
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