Posted by Phil on December 24, 2012, at 16:05:26
In reply to Re: Our national anthem is a war song! » Phil, posted by sigismund on December 24, 2012, at 14:00:49
I've been rapid cycling the last three days. I'm filled with grief today and I am definitely not my usual self. I had no intentions of hurting anyone but I have a hair trigger. Please know that I suffer too and sometimes the worst of me does the talking. Especially when needlessly provoked by one who does it.
I wasn't all wrong or all right, I'm a human being with faults. But it takes two to tango and with this disease, some days I'll blow off being yelled at and another day you will see my bad side.
I agree with many things the NRA said. In fact I said the same thing. You have kids and at night you hear a window break. What will you do, grab a broom?
I told my friend two days ago that I thought I was ready to have my guns back, I felt great. Today I called him and asked him to hold them a bit longer. I've attempted suicide in the past. With a gun I wouldn't be here right now. Not the guns fault.
I live in a dump of a house with a great neighborhood around me with virtually no crime. No one would come here with all the homes around but I'd still like my .38. My brother just bought a Baretta .40 cal. A beautifully awesome gun. My apt is practically invisible from the street and there are probably 10:1 odds I'd use it on myself before anyone came here.
My friend was a deputy sheriff for 17 years and he's light years smarter than me. He estimates that there are 3 million right wing extremists just praying for the government to mis-step. They would lose and those are the kinds of people that worry me.
He hated Obama so much that he told me he was scaring people when he went off on him. I got tired of it because it was policy but also racial. I asked him one night...If you could get a shot and get away with it would you kill him? Yep. I said you realize that he has a family don't you?
The guns don't bother me as much as the r*dn*ck anger that wants to kill and they wanted to kill him when he was elected. I'm worried for this country because churches will be next. Just watch.
One gun shop owner posted a sign on his door, if you voted for Obama we don't want your business. The reporter said, but has he restricted guns? Uh no, but he will. B*llsh*t. He's doing this now because he has no choice because this country, right or wrong is sick of losing their children and an armed guard can't necessarily stop it. The two armed guards at Columbine didn't.
We shouldn't worry, Obama will be assassinated and it won't be a bad guy, it will be a r*dn*ck good guy. That has nothing to do with guns, it's pure hatred.
That's all I've got to say. No mas.
One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.
Friedrich Nietzsche
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