Posted by Deneb on July 27, 2011, at 2:16:54
Maybe I shouldn't drink alcohol at all. I drank 1/3 of a 1 litre bottle of Bacardi Breezer Tropical Orange Smoothie.
I'm suddenly sooo angry about the medical student thing again! I have to write my advance directive. I hate not getting complete informed consent from patients. Therefore I need to write an advance directive that says absoluately no medical students or other extraneous people should make any contact with me or even set eyes on me if I am ever in a hosptial or have to undergo some sort of procedure. No, they can't even look at me! Not even and especially without me knowing! I'll seriously rather die than have you observe!
Argh, I'm so angry and want to cry at the same time.
I think I'm jealous. I wish I got to be a medical student. I wish I got to see surgeries and stuff. I'll never get to see any of that. My life is dull. I hate my life. I wish I was an important person.
Ugh. Maybe setting makes a difference. They say you should never try a hallucinagin by yourself. I should try alcohol in a more social environment than just chat.
I wish I could drink with Dr. Bob. I miss him so much. Actually I would love it if I got into shape and could go hiking or cycling with Dr. Bob. That would be heaven. I wish he would visit us. I miss him.
OK, enough crazy almost drunk ranting! LOL OK, I drank about 400 mL of 5% alcohol. Maybe it's not the alcohol at all. Maybe I'm just tired.
Oh, this Tropical Orange Smoothie drink actually tastes pretty good. I usually hate the taste of alcohol. I think anything more than 5% makes it taste bad. I don't like Mike's Hard Lemonade, it's too alcoholically. (Is that a word? LOL) I think that's 7% alcohol.
OK well, that's enough drinking for me. I should go to bed!
OK, I feel better now after writing this. Perhaps I just needed to ride out the anger. Maybe the alcohol brought out some deep seated inhibited disatisfaction with my life.
Really need to go to bed now!
Nite!
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