Posted by Deneb on October 27, 2010, at 5:01:22
In reply to I'm writing up an advance directive, posted by Deneb on October 27, 2010, at 3:37:06
Ahhh! I'm so freaking angry. I've been reading about medical errors and about how doctors won't admit their mistakes or apologize.
I hate you!!!
I can hardly stand this! So angry! I think I hate doctors now. I just hate them. I don't want anything to do with them. Pdoc is OK. She never touches me. She has hurt my feelings though. Actually I am kind of angry at her too. I hate everyone else. (Except Dr. Bob of course but I hate his profession).
I think I might change my advance directive and just forbid any doctor or med student from touching me period. Nurses can touch me. They're generally caring and don't have inflated egos. I'll just have to die if I need any medical treatment in the future. Just give me comfort drugs to help me die.
In advance directive, no doctor or med student may touch me or treat me in any way at any time, no matter if death is imminent, except pdoc.
If I get seriously injured or am suffering, I really have no choice but to kill myself to end the suffering. I don't want doctors treating me. I hope that pdoc would come visit me in my final moments.
I really hope doctors don't just declare me incompetent or something because I know exactly what I want. The very fact that I am writing all this out now while not injured means that this is not a spur of the moment irrational decision. I'm going to carefully plan and consider this and I've decided I hate all doctors and none of them can ever touch me.
Wow, it is late. I should go to bed. I've just been so freaking angry.
poster:Deneb
thread:967109
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