Posted by Deneb on July 25, 2010, at 1:16:58 [reposted on July 26, 2010, at 2:33:13 | original URL]
Dr. Bob, tell me about med school so that I may live a little through you.
I wish I went to med school. :-(
I got a scholarship when I started uni, I had good grades, but I ruined it all. I've messed up my grades and my life. Pdoc suggested med school during my first year. I started off ok, but then I ruined it all.
Med school would have been interesting.
I wish I were more hard working like my sister. I wish I was more resilient and less mentally unstable. I wish I could live a normal life.
I look up to you. I wish I could be more like you. I'm such a loser. University was a given for me because my grades were good. I got into all the good universities in Canada, but I wasted everything. Now I have nothing. I don't know why I don't want to die. I should.
All my high school friends are doing much better than me, even the ones who didn't go to university. They all have normal lives. They've gotten married, have careers and have children.
Why I am so developmentally delayed? I'm 28 and I've never lived away from my parents. I have no close friends outside of Babble. My Mom still does everything for me. My greatest feat of independence has been my going on Babble trips.
My sister turned out fine. She has a boyfriend she is going to spend the rest of her life with. She's getting her Ph.D in biochemistry. She lives with her boyfriend.
I've achieved nothing in life. I hope there is such a thing as reincarnation. I want a fresh start.
My life is just beyond redemption. I've ruined everything.
Sorry, I went on a tangent. Please tell me about med school. I want to live vicariously through you.
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