Posted by Hunk20 on May 27, 2010, at 2:17:18 [reposted on May 28, 2010, at 16:02:36 | original URL]
Guys... this is f*ck*ng awesome.
I felt like a poem. I loved everything. I loved myself. I didnt feel lonely at all even though i am.
My whole life is a lie, because my father is a SICK F*CK. He manipulated me like hell. Made me feel bad about not functioning. Got me out of bed in the morning, everything was made for me. Just to hide that i was just a pretending f*ck.
I was at my moms as a small child and she is fighting for truth too. Then he (dad) used lawyers and nice fancy expensive stuff to get me back. And took advantage of me... dragged me into the hole he dug around himself. Made me "function" and paid money so i get everything done. That way the world cant see how sick he is. And he made me feel bad about not enjoying this sick world that he forced me to live in. Manipulation and control my whole life. I was just a pretender and so are they.
This is pretty intense stuff. Who can i talk to about this? What do i have to be careful with? Please talk to me.
It seems im talented :)
poster:Hunk20
thread:949285
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