Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on June 27, 2009, at 23:50:56
In reply to I'm thinking of not volunteering, posted by Deneb on June 27, 2009, at 18:15:01
It's feeling safe, sometimes there is fear of, sometimes just staying somewhere, which in 2006-now, you call CAST AWAY! i mean i went to social's and parties, full of myself, then deeeflate! everyone was in collage!
I know what you mean, what you have to come to a point of is realization, that you are "here" and...tell you, or be aware that "I do this", i tell myself this, and eventually it pisses myself off, go out into public, say HI!, when really, ugh leave me alone, bad mood buddy....bye!
Talk about chicken, stuff people talk about, then blow out. No twitter here, bzzzz, man i was in the car the other day! bzzz bzzzz bzzz! here all these van's with the mom driving, and 4 kids in the back twitin' on twittie, i mean, is this gigapets's from 1997 again or what?
Anways, you know, I usally can have burts of idea's, right now i'm blunt, can you....ever "deeply" think about what to dream about, before you go to sleep? Sometimes your mind will, see what you really want, and the current things it's doing, it's all throught sub-counsious "state" of thinking your this way, and sub-counsiously act out on it. Dream's can change the sub, yet that's not the best, I jog, when i jog, i change who i am, not "mutate into a diffrent people", just knowing what, a vision of what can come, the subcounsious, get's thrilled, and act's out on it. Sometimes by getting to the dream you wanted to get to, and not know it, it is possible. It's the "sub-control" using it's acting to do what the "inner self" wants, in the heart. No one can give you, hand you, make you, do a impact, to influence yourself, in knowing how far "I" [example] have come, people say...."what in the he** happened to you, your not the same person." Yup, throw away, the past, yet rerember all of it, because it's like a book of life, memories to look back on, what changing point "I" made in life, what year, what was i like back then? and so on.
Deneb...visualize, what you want, think on it, over, not "to the point" out of reality, but it will "engrave" itself into the mind, sub, and eventaully come out in fashion, you orignally rerembered, or wanted.
take care...
rj
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