Posted by Toph on April 16, 2009, at 11:49:14
that after 2 long weeks of fighting, my mom passed away quietly and peacefully with me and my brother and sister holding her. It was the most painful and also the most wonderous experience of my life. I asked her when she was conscious to forgive me for all of the horrible things I must have done to her while I was manic. She asked me to forgive her for all the suffering I endured as if it had been her fault, which it clearly was not. She had aways been there to help me out of several clinical depressions even though I know the black dog brought her down as well. I am so grateful that I was there for her when she needed me. I love her and miss her very much. Forgive me if I don't respond to any comments. But know that I'm going to be alright. I left the hospital after being there with my mother and came home to be with someone who loves me almost as much and maybe even more.
Toph
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