Posted by Bobby on April 3, 2009, at 10:18:14
In reply to My grandmother died last night at age 99., posted by SLS on April 3, 2009, at 8:42:43
Sorry to hear that Scott---though I'm glad the first part of the nightmare is over. I was close to both of my Grandmothers---I know it's hard. As far as your other issues---I am well acquainted with every symptom you're experiencing----quite literally. My mind was pretty much gone for over a decade---I felt like a vegetable with all of the psych meds on board(like being tied to a battleship anchor). Just recently--over the last few months to a year--I am able to function like a feeling, living, coherent human being. I don't advise it for everyone---but I stopped all psych meds in February of 2007. Subsequently, I am confident that the fog has lifted--if only for a brief window of time. I feel really good about the future---and it keeps getting better and better(knock on wood).I don't have the answers for the troubles that are plaguing you. I just want to give you hope that it does happen. Sometimes I feel as if it's sheer willpower---but deep down I also feel a fundamental change that I have no clue as to why me.By the way, I think you function at a high rate--at least here. I hope that I'll be back to speed---but it's kind of like when the bar starts to close down. You realize the prettiest girls are gone----so you lower your standards and expectations--just a little. Peace be with you during this difficult time and I hope that you come to grips with your anger with the Almighty.
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