Posted by WaterSapphire on August 27, 2008, at 2:34:48
In reply to Re: I am a mess,dunno what to do (possible trigger, posted by Phillipa on August 25, 2008, at 11:09:27
PartlyCloudy, Phillipa and JayBravestFace...
It really means so much that you guys can empathize and offer a bit of advice too. Just to clarify, I have insurance...well I might end up losing (part of it) since I have not been able to pay for it since I got it yet...and they still haven't cancelled it on me. It is just we are broke, and my hubby is on a temp job now and we still have to send my stepdaughter money. Either way , I still have insurance at least to get to a regular doctor and get on something. I was supposed to start on Lamictal awhile back. I have been very resistant to ssris and other things they put me on. When I tried to get help at more than one hospital for depression um it was a joke...one would not even admit me!!! I was sick yes at the same time, and it is a long story but the social worker at the other place argued with me about my hyperfocusing on being dehydrated and wanting to know what was causing my pain. I went to the hospital twice asking for help...back in the winter and spring and I just am flabbergasted with this. I don't know what direction I will take, but I want some help. I can at least take the bus locally I think to at least see my pcp, so long as I can get the disabled help part of the transportation system to come to where we live cuz I cannot walk a mile to the bus stop.
Jay, thank you for all your concern and advice too. I had pretty much and still have become jaded by all doctors for the most part. I am disgusted and this caused me along with what I thought was possible kidney failure to have to stop taking my medication. I am still not sure what the heck is going on and afraid of what would be safe to take too. I am babbling on babble.
Thanks you guys soo much
Peace and happiness
chelle
poster:WaterSapphire
thread:848135
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