Posted by Bobby on July 15, 2008, at 0:35:24
In reply to My horror show of last 6-7 days (warning S.I. trig, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on July 14, 2008, at 23:32:20
Sorry Jay. If it helps--it's very common to lash out at the very ones you love most in times of great distress. If I remember correctly--people with borderline personality disorders "attack" like that. The common theme/thread among them is fear of abandonment. I think it affects mostly women--but it may be worth looking into as one of several options--although I'm no expert. I do know that life can be sweet---but it helps to visualize that "sweetness" and not dwell on the negatives. Often, what we expect happens--simply precipitated by our mind's subconscious efforts to sabotage any positive outcome. Maybe because we're not "worthy" or whatever. I really wish I had the answer for you and my sympathy runs deep. I would strongly suggest a good pdoc . It's rarely a good thing to "write your own prescriptions" Best of luck--and I'll say another prayer--for whatever that's worth.
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