Posted by your#1fan on November 29, 2007, at 22:54:31 [reposted on November 30, 2007, at 22:43:51 | original URL]
in these past 4 days i have never been thought such a depressing part of my life. Im so depressed, i feel horrible, im losing friends. Whats going on, well its fear of failure, and where i am. I feel really like just tuning out reality. Even duplin, well it just makes me nervous wreck and in a bad mood.
I hope i get out of this darkness.
Im too depressed to do things, but i have to do them, i get stimulanted and then get in a BAD mood.
Oh god, let all the violens start playing in the background. I hate my brain for doing this to me,to let me down, to let me fall behind, to let me fail.
I hate what my depression is doing to me.
poster:your#1fan
thread:797989
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