Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on May 20, 2007, at 19:06:32
In reply to So here's the real deal, posted by jammerlich on May 20, 2007, at 18:35:14
Jammer,
I only wish that I were as fearless as KK. I might have cuddled with the other half of you.You are all very lovely people and I feel very blessed to have spent some quality time with you.
I will not lie. I have an intrinsic fear of disappointing people. hence perfection and hostly anxiety. But I did enjoy many moments of perfect mirth and easygoingness. Although there was some awkwardness surrounding the banana, who arrived perfectly deliciously surrounded in caramel sauce and then kept on getting smaller and smaller and smaller. and that is not the effect I generally like to have on bananas.
I think that is what KK detected when she decided that the time was right to make her move. I'm sure the neighbors were startled to hear such raucous giggling at that hour from my scholarly confines.
And I am in awe that KK was able to be frank about some of her real fears and anxieties. It doesn't matter that we all think that it's silly. What matters is that KK felt comfy enough to share with us. She is lovely, just don't believe a word she says. That's a direct quote, and she "okd" all direct quotes. Although you may PBC me if you please.
My record SHOULD be blemished by now.
A klonopin and a pseudo nap later. And some Dharma. and some tea, and I am starting to feel more myself than I have in a long time.
Maybe it was the inner awakening of my oh. nevermind. it was just a silly one-night stand.
kk, dearest, you forgot your pillow. I will weep on it daily and mourn the grace of the head that usually rests on it. the gentle perfume of fearlessness, and camels.
best to you all,
-Ll
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