Posted by ralphrost on March 10, 2007, at 11:15:31
In reply to Re: *trigger* » ralphrost, posted by Fivefires on March 10, 2007, at 10:41:15
Hello kk and 5f,
thanks for your concern. I think that suicide is a selfish act. This is what keeps me away from it. Unless you're thinking about changing something in the world. I seriously thought about the question: would it make a difference if I suicide to try to call people's attention to stupid things that happen in the psychiatric world (my last post at Babble is about medication's harm to "healthy" though troubled people)? I mean, in a proper way. If the answer is no, I prefer to dedicate the rest of life I have to my family and friends.
I have to change my way of thinking, that's what I'm trying to work on lately. Maybe I just have to give up on thinking about me being happy and try to make people around me happy. Think this is possible. Hard is to pretend, when you feel so empty and worthless, but there should be a way out. Maybe I was born to a different purpose than enjoying myself life.
Your friend,
Ralph
> But, maybe 'silence' means they don't know or they think you need to search your soul so you will be true to your own feelings. Silence may feel like no sometimes, but I've found it's not.
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> You take care rr. I hope you'll keep posting.
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> sincere, 5f
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