Posted by carle on February 8, 2007, at 4:50:51
I do wonder, at times, where and when in my life, I aqquired this depressive mind set and attitude. Why? :(--------------was it in grade school in Jr. High. and then a continuation of what I thought to be be learned and "true" I should not be suffering this much! I look back at many of my pics from my younger life and really do wonder.... I don't expect a lot of answers except for the fact that my OCD mind fills in the blanks for me... God I am sad. Lonelely and feel somewhat mis-placed. I should, by all intensive purposes, have a more nore normal life. WTF? I see soooo many of my pictures of my self growing up just not smiling or inhibited. Yet I am considered BPII ---oh well so goes the DSM-IV ............. I think it is all a grey line and subjective. My life has NOT been terrible. Just the idea that I should feel more complete and fulfilled and loved. God knows I have a LOT to give. Like I said...WTF
Clint
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